23/10/2024
Be the adult your younger self would look up to...
Today I started a class I've wanted to study ever since I was a little girl. I didn't know it back then, I didn't know this was the word, but I knew. I was about 11 years old, if I recall correctly, and my mom asked me to review some notes with her. She was due at CTV 3's morning show to discuss mental health, for World Mental Health Day. I remember seeing statistics and words I'd never seen before (and I was quite the avid reader mind you). The word 'schizophrenia' stood out to me and stayed with me for many years. This marked the start of my experiences as mental health advocate, volunteer and sparked the love I have for mental health and clinical psychology.
Far before I learned what a psychologist is, far before choosing this career, I had a defining moment. I just remember the itch to know what schizophrenia was. I just wanted to be the one who understood these words and could tell you all about it.
Well... Today marked the official start of my psychopathology class. Today I can say I made my younger self proud. I started the start of completing one of my childhood dreams. (When I get to the schizophrenia class, I'll have come full circle but there's still some classes before that 😊). It's with the same wonder, open-mindedness and academic curiosity I had at 11 years old that I move forward today.
I'm the adult my 11 year old self would've loved. I embrace her and I embrace my present day self. ✨️ 🩷🩷✨️