06/09/2024
It's been officially one month I'm working in this hospital ππͺ Hooray, I'm survived π
I was missing a while from here because I am facing an avalance emotions for a while. I was so stressed bout myself in adapting at new lifestlye, waking up to face the jem with sleepy eye, brainstorming with my Manager of department, trying to recall back all the medical theory and lack of sleep due to reading π
I was actually in the midst of self questioning why I make myself so hard for going back working at hospital. π€£π€¦ββοΈ
I know all this refresher on physiotherapy subjects and discussion is important which it will be beneficial to my skills and my patients recovery π I'm glad that she tweak my mistakes while seeing me apply my skills on patient and give me guidelines to explore more. I'm really grateful I have this new working journey as hospital physiotherapist out from my hometown in a complete rehab team.
One of the challenges at this new place I need to learn communicate with many people to make the work process smooth. I feel awkward to instruct someone to do the work I used to do at my previous workplace, however I take it as a new challenge on myself. Overall, it's fun to know all my rehab teammates with clerks, portals, physios, speech therapist, occupational therapists and rehab assistants.π
Working in a hospital has been one of my child's dream because I use to admit to hospital almost every year due to my asthma exacebations π€¦ββοΈ. I never thought I was a physiotherapist cause my ambition is to be a doctor or nurse that time. π. Anyway It has been my first choice after I graduate eversince I started my first job in hospital at year 2010 back in my hometown. I just feel more energetic and lively when I'm in hospital.π
That's one of the reason I wanted to go back hospital work after 2 years hiatus at Rehab centre. I know working in a hospital is a tough game on physical and mental however I just love it when I know I can ease someone's physical dysfunction and make them move for a better life. Eventhough with all the hardships I need to face through this hospital journey, I will always know that the Manager of the department, in charge, leader, seniors and other team mates will always try to keep on motivating me that I can overcome all the nonsense stresses I put on myself to be a better version of me as physio!
One of the things I cheerish the most here I get to ask from my manager, leader, senior and juniors on treatment methods they apply on their patients and discuss in clinical reasoning. I also glad that they are willing to share their work experience where I can learn to know new cases I never treated before. I also like that this hospital rehab team have various cases to be rehab which would be the best place to learn and give the best rehab service to patient. I enjoy in learning alot of new work process, skills and other new equipment I never used before at my previous practice. Besides that I'm really amaze with this work environment, where we can still go to work everyday eventhough the work situations scares us at times!! π
Anyway thanks to my family and friends for listening on my rants, keep on pushing me over my limits, motivating me and supporting me throughout this career journey eventhough I feel wanna runaway from this new stress I get myself into. I also feel empathy to my manager that puts alot of effort spending her personal time after work just to train me, I also feel slightly guilt that I myself had slow in understandings at times till she has to explain in drawing, demonstration and some easy "terms" for me to digest up to my mind. I hope my physio in charge and leader will feel relieve once I remembered fast on the work process soon, so they would not face any misunderstands from other staff. I also thankful for other team mates for being patient that I need to be reminded some of my work process which I still need to catch up soon so I would not keep asking or disrupt them at the midst of their buzyness at work!!!
P/S I also had some hospital's drama I've been missing awhile. Lol! Facing one of my coullegues almost first code blue patient at department. Causing slight argue with my coulleagues due to my mistakes at work process π€£. Being sound as not considerate at other staff mistake due to my own stupid eye didnt see properly at appointment time or maybe damn old brain forget to set something, i didn't want to argue much, i just say sorry to make everyone happy π. At times I also ask myself what the heck I put myself in this damn situations. π€π¬ Happy to see students again and learn from each other. βΊοΈ Looking at them being curious at whatever the physios do makes me reflect back how curious am I that time until I'm a physio now π€£ Anyway looking forward on my new episodes if I had the crazy mind to write this long story at work ya ππ«