19/07/2024
You are not sure about me but you kissed my forehead and looked at me like I was the only person in the world only that I was indeed the only one in the room atop your bed.
You are confused about committing to me but you were not as you stripped me piece by piece and showered praises on me as you felt the smoothness of my skin and inhaled my fragrance only to leave my heart in pieces after as you roll away and leave me alone and cold.
What I love about you, I don't know. Perhaps it's your intelligence, the look of your eyes, it's colour along with that of your hair or maybe your resilience. All of which has faded from my eyes as I get to know you
All the qualities I fell in love with are gone. For I love you not because of your looks but for the person I thought you were.
Now that I know better, wouldn't the most logical thing to do be to get away from you? But no I'm still here searching for the man I fell for, the one who now only exists in my memory....
