Medicine Within- Embodied Tantra & Temple Gatherings -mixed + women only

23/01/2026

This work is not about adopting an identity or striving to become something more 🌺

It is about re inhabiting what the body already knows through rhythm, ritual, devotion, and deep listening.

Through cycles of descent, integration, and return.
For some women, there comes a moment when life asks for more honesty.
More presence.
More willingness to live fully awake.
This path is walked slowly.
In sacred containers.

With reverence for the nervous system and the mystery that moves us.

If something in you softened or stirred while watching,
you are already listening.

✨ Join the Sacred Feminine Temple series for a deep taster or

✨ Book for The Sacred Feminine Embodiment Retreat: A 4 day archetypal initiaiton
With wild love and devotion,
Sandi

21/01/2026

Embodied Feminine Leadership, if you ask me, is three things:
Tapped in.
Tuned in.
Turned on.

And let me be clear —
turned on: fully alive.

Presence is inhabiting her from the inside out.
She is responsive to life, not numbed to it.
Awake to beauty, intensity, grief, pleasure, and truth — without shutting down.

A woman who is turned on to life is available.
Available to feel.
Available to listen.
Available to act from truth when the moment calls.

This is the difference between performing leadership and embodying it.
She leads from inside her body — not from image, not from strategy, not from what’s trending.
Her authority comes from deep attunement to her own inner terrain.
Because when a woman can feel herself, she can feel the field.
She senses what’s moving beneath the surface.
Reads timing, truth, and tension.
And places herself in service of the field’s highest good —
so something larger can move through her.

An embodied leader is not repeating teachings.
She is the transmission.
Beyond books and trainings,
the path has been lived, practiced, and forged into her nervous system.

This is the magic of the feminine.
The capacity to feel in her body.
To hold complexity without collapsing.
To stay present with desire, grief, power, tenderness, and responsibility — all at once.
To alchemize what arises instead of bypassing it.
This wisdom is ancient.
Rooted in blood and bones.
Earned through walking life awake.

And let’s name the distortion.
So much of what’s called leadership today is loud, inflated, and hollow.
More visibility. More force. Bigger, stronger, better.
Very little presence.

Embodied leadership is the opposite.
It turns inward before it expands outward.
It roots before it rises.
It is turned on and alive.
From this place, we go beyond.

❤️‍🔥 I’m deeply excited to be guiding an embodiment session inside the Embodied Feminine Leadership Summit, hosted by — a space devoted to lived feminine leadership.
❤️‍🔥 Also sharing a soulful chat with my sister over Feminine Leadership, taking the leap, serving love and embodiment.
If your body recognizes this language, you already know. DM 'Summit' to get the link💋

21/01/2026

Most people are hungry for intimacy.
Few are willing to practice it.
Ta***ic teachings have always known this:
intimacy is not something you fall into it is something the body learns how to hold.
To feel deeply without collapsing.
To meet another without disappearing.
To let desire, tenderness, truth and devotion
move through the heart at the same time.
This IS Embodiment.
Embodied Ta**ra.

This is intimacy as a spiritual practice, with yourself, with a lover, and with the living current of God moving through breath, skin and sensation.

Embodied Ta**ra exists for those who feel this calling in their bones. Not as a one-off experience- but integrated. Lived. Embodied.

A practice field where the nervous system learns to stay open when something real arrives.
This training takes place one week after Valentine’s in the quiet after the roses and the romance.

When the question becomes:
Can I actually meet love inside my own body?
February carries a special frequency.
A remembering of the heart.
A softening toward what truly matters.

For some, this weekend becomes a turning point.
For others, it is the beginning of a path they have been circling for years.

✨ Embodied Ta**ra Level 1 + Deeper Intimacy Advanced Tantrik Temple
📅 Feb 21–22

📍Temple of happiness, Amsterdam
https://www.facebook.com/events/681561408150823

20/01/2026

Long before the world taught women how to be acceptable, there were Feminine Mystery Schools.
Temples hidden in forests and deserts.
Circles of women who knew how to listen to blood, breath, dream and desire.
Initiations that did not shape women into something but returned them to what they already were.
These were not symbolic rituals.
They were ways of keeping the soul awake in the body.
The archetypes the Eternal Queen, Sacred Lover, Wild Woman, Mystic Priestess, Great Mother and Warriors were not personalities. They were the living faces of the feminine soul.
Currents of consciousness that moved through women when the psyche was clear and the body was open enough to receive them.
Over time, those mystery lines were broken.
The temples fell.

The initiations were forgotten.
And women learned to live from fragments instead of from wholeness.

The Sacred Feminine Embodiment Retreat is a modern day temple school for that sacred remembrance.

A four-day initiation back into the ancient feminine mysteries , where psyche softens,
the nervous system rests, and the soul is once a gain allowed to move through the body.

Through ritual, Temple, archetypal transmission, ritual dance, emotional alchemy and nature, we embody these archetypes

we let them inhabit our flesh.
This is how the soul returns.
This is how the ancient feminine wakes inside a modern woman.
For those who feel this as something older than thought, the Sacred Feminine Embodiment Retreat (April 3–6) is one of the places this remembering lives.

16/01/2026

There are spaces where women talk about empowerment.
And then there are spaces
where the body softens,
the armor loosens,
and something ancient begins to move.
Sacred Feminine Temple is a living field of remembrance.
A space where we move with archetypes,
tantrik feminine wisdom,
transpersonal psychology, ritual, elements, feminine mysticism and embodiment.
Not to become more,
but to come home to the woman you already are.
This is work of truth, courage, and devotion.
Soft, grounded, deeply human,
and profoundly mystical.
Some women come because they are tired of holding it all alone.
Some come because something wild inside them is ready to breathe again.
Some come because their body whispers,
It is time.
🌺 Power · Pleasure · Presence
January 24 · February 28 · March 28
Amsterdam

If your body longs for a deeper more immersive container:
🌺 The Sacred Feminine Embodiment Retreat: A 4 day archetypal initiation
April 3-6, Netherlands

Whatever your heart feels this field,
you are welcome inside.

✨ Link in bio to join

13/01/2026

JANUARY | CEREMONIAL OFFERINGS

This month opens a few quiet doorways.
Each one held with care.
Each one an invitation.

January 15 & 17
Kambô Ceremony
A guided ceremonial application of Kambô
for physical cleansing, clarity, and reset.
Including Hapè and Sananga.

January 18 · 15:00–23:00
Cirque Érotique
Tantrik Carnival and Temple
Dance, ritual, and conscious connection
in a shared ceremonial field.

January 23 · 08:00
Erotic Aliveness
Morning embodiment at the
Embodied Feminine Leadership Summit.
An exploration of life force and inner fire.

January 24 · 11:00
Sacred Feminine Temple
A women only gathering
of ritual, movement, and sisterhood.

Each with the intention to bringing you deeper home within yourself✨

More details via the link in bio.

09/01/2026

Medicine Within is a living temple field.

A place where the body is allowed to tell the truth.
Where eros is sacred.
Where devotion and embodiment meet.

Where Ceremony, Temple, Kambô and Embodied Ta**ra
all serve one thing:
Becoming who you truly are.

My work weaves tantrik and shamanic ritual,
archetypal embodiment, somatic practice,
and soft plant allies cacao, hapé, blue lotus
into spaces where the nervous system can soften,
where truth has somewhere to land,
and the heart remembers itself again.

This is slow, grounded, deeply human practice
rooted in presence, consent, and reverence for the body.
Weaving the ancient mysteries into everyday, embodied life.

Inside this field you may meet me in many forms:
• Temple devotion, play and sacred eros
• Women’s circles and archetypal embodiment
• Kambô and integration support
• Embodied Ta**ra training and practice spaces
• Retreats and ceremonial immersions

Different gateways.
One path of remembrance.

If something in your body relaxes while reading this
you are already part of this field.

✨ Explore current offerings via the link in my bio.

With wild love and devotion,
Sandi

***iclife

24/10/2025

See you in a week🌹

Friday October 31
19:00–23:00 | Westerstraat, Amsterdam
Halloween Special
Blood & Roses:: Shamanic Ta***ic Temple

On Halloween, when the veil thins, we gather as tribe.
To remember that blood is sacred. That love is fierce.
That every ending carries the seed of new life.
In this temple, we move with the wild current of blood — raw, instinctual, primal.
And we soften into the tender petals of the rose — the heart, devotion, beauty.
Both are holy. Both are home.
It’s a night to meet yourself through others —
To feel the pulse of life and death in your body.
To let eros become prayer.
Dress in red and black.
Bring a rose.
Come as offering.

Join us:

🩸🌹 Tantrik Halloween Temple: Blood & Roses An Erotic Halloween Ritual of Eros&...

09/10/2025

🩸🌹“Blood & Roses – Last Call for Early Bird”
Beloveds, On Samhain night — Friday, October 31st, when the veil between worlds grows thin, we gather in Amsterdam for a Tantrik Halloween Temple: Blood & Roses — an erotic ritual of Eros, Death & Rebirth.

🩸 Blood — the red river of life, wild, primal, ancestral.�🌹 Roses — the fragrance of the heart, tender, erotic, devotional.

Together, they weave a living temple — where death and beauty are lovers, where we meet in authentic, embodied presence, and where the body becomes a doorway into the mystery.
�Enter a shamanic tantrik ritual space — curated, intentional, and limited to 33 souls ready to walk through the red gate of remembrance and renewal.
✨ Early Bird (€77) ends tomorrow.
📍 Amsterdam – Westerstraat�🕯 Friday, Oct 31 | 19:00–23:00�
Join us: https://hipsy.nl/event/148909-tantrik-halloween-temple-blood-roses

24/09/2025

✨ Maithuna K**a Sutra Weekend Training + Love Temple✨
with Arja Hendrikx - Oct 3-5

This weekend, step into the deeper teachings of Ta**ra—an exquisite immersion into Maithuna Ta**ra, the sacred art of union from the K**a Sutra tradition.

💎 Imagine…
•⁠ ⁠Unlocking the “secret ingredient” to extraordinary intimacy
•⁠ ⁠Experiencing spiritual ecstasy through K**a Sutra practices
•⁠ ⁠Learning practical tools that transform your love life forever

Join us in a profound, embodied training in Tantrik intimacy designed for singles & couples with ta**ra experience who are ready to go deeper.

🌟 What you’ll receive:
✔ Energy mastery & K**a Sutra practices from the Maithuna tradition
✔ Tools to access full-body bliss & trance-like states
✔ Teachings rooted in the Radiance Sutras
✔ A transformative weekend in a powerful community

📍 Outskirts of Amsterdam
🗓 Oct 3-5, Fri to Sun

🎟 Tiered tickets with accommodation + meals included
🔥 Plus: Exclusive Love Temple on Sunday evening co-faciliated Arja and Sandi. (special price for participants)

Spaces are limited—secure your spot now and awaken new levels of intimacy & spiritual connection.
👉 Tickets & info:
Maithuna K**a Sutra:
https://hipsy.nl/event/148181-maithuna-kama-sutra-weekend-immersion-amsterdam

🔥 Love Temple (application based)
PS: You can also join the Love Temple only on Sun Oct 5
https://hipsy.nl/event/148183-love-temple

22/09/2025

If you’ve been feeling the call to step into a Ta***ic Temple—this is it.
If you’ve been longing for a taste of sacred ritual, ecstatic dance, and community celebration—this is it.
And if you’re already experienced and ready to deepen into Temple life—this is for you too.

This Sunday Sep 28th, we gather for a day-long ta***ic festival of celebration, ritual, playful connection—with yourself, with others, with the community.

🌿 Dance party with Dj Girra – a wild barefoot prayer
🌸 Blue Lotus Ritual – awaken eros & bliss
🔥 Ta***ic Connection – rituals & intimacy practices
🌹 Temple Party – candlelight, desert grooves &
celebration

Join us Oriental Ta***ic Temple Day Festival: Ecstatic Dance x Temple Party

Oriental Ta***ic Temple Day Festival A Day of Ritual, Dance & Divine Celebration...

15/09/2025

✨ Oriental Ta***ic Temple Day Festival on Sunday Sep 28~ Last tickets✨

Beloveds, the countdown is on… 💫
Only a few spots remain for the Oriental Ta***ic Temple Day Festival—a one-of-a-kind full-day immersion into ritual, dance, eros, and divine celebration.

🌿 From noon to moonlight, we gather as a tribe of mystics, lovers, dancers, and soul seekers… weaving a living temple, a sacred playground where ecstasy, devotion, and community ignite.

🔥 Daytime Temple
• Dance Party with DJ GIRRA → sweat, move, and soar into freedom.
• Blue Lotus Ta***ic Ritual → awaken eros, innocence, and bliss with this ancient elixir.

🌹 Oriental Temple Party
As night falls, step into a sensual Arabesque-Egyptian celebration with candlelit corners, fortune teller, desert grooves, incense, rose petals, and gold.
A playground where the sacred and the sensual become one.

⚡ This will sell out. Only a few tickets left for Sept 28

🎟 Reserve now and claim your place

Oriental Ta***ic Temple Day Festival A Day of Ritual, Dance & Divine Celebration...