02/10/2024
BEHIND THE SCENES OF THIS PREGNANCY
Some of the best things in life happen unexpectedly, isn’t it?
I was always feeling a Soul behind my left shoulder waiting for it’s turn and have been vocalizing to my husband that our family is not yet complete for quite a few years.
So enough of waiting, said the Soul, life force is coming ahead. Couldn’t have imagined it will be such a perfect timing at the end✨
It feels like a dessert this time. And not at all because it’s about a pink cloud or sweet cuddles, perhaps quite the opposite. It’s more about the feeling of being gifted with this experience again, understanding the fragility of it, enjoying body changes, baby moves, the inner transformations and findings.
And oh girl! the inner journey was/ is quite something. This summer was so generous with the the most powerful journeys of clarity: you know that inner clarity, when you just finally KNOW between true and false?
It made me braver than ever: to shift my boundaries, to own my voice, to get rid with ease of what does not serve anymore. Both physically and emotionally. To be TRUE to myself. To make some of the dreams happen without hesitation: as simple as returning to a beloved fish restaurant, or diving in the clear waters and capturing my curves.
Baby, what’s that you’re bringing? What’s that life force I never met before?
I’m happy to not know the answers and learn in the process. Mystery of life is unfolding and I feel like I’m gifted with a rare chance to be behind the scenes of this.
And most likely there’s no closure for this sharing… just wanted to capture and cherish so that I can always come back and take a breath of this fresh air when I need it 🙏🏻
To remind myself and you, that being brave & true sometimes means being uncomfortable. But that this uncomfort is like a lotus - looks like a mudy place, which then actually gifts with the purest flowers 🪷
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