20/09/2022
About my Vipassana Retreat 🙏
Vipassana Meditation came back and back on my path, people I met told me about it and it's power. So, it was time to experience it myself. I found this small, personal meditation centre in Bavaria, Germany and participated in the basic meditation retreat the past few days.
13 days of meditating all day every day with short breaks according to the Buddhist Mahasi Sayadaw tradition (walking and sitting meditation). I went through a lot of pain, both emotional and physical. Came across many parts of myself, healed past trauma, many times thought 'why am I doing this to myself?'. But at the end, I knew why.
It was more intense, life-changing, and tough than I had imagined. Now I feel liberated, light, free, as if I can counter any suffering in the real world and be with everything that is. I feel like I just had 10 years of therapy in 13 days. On the photo I'm sitting at the train station, just missed my train and waited 1,5 hours for the next train in the cold and rain. And still, I couldn't be more content, just sitting there, being connected with myself and observing everything.
Let's see how long this state will last, but I'm enjoying it in the meantime, while having even more space to share love and goodness with the outside world. Have you ever done (or thought of doing) an intensive meditation retreat like this? Let me know about your experience! 🤗