09/06/2024
A note on achievements
What does achieving look like for you?
I read something recently that said a lot of women suffer from Imposter Syndrome, and they go from course to course, gaining certificate after certificate, in a bid to overcome this feeling of being an imposter and getting ‘found out’.
I probably identify as having a bit of imposter syndrome myself, and certainly have a perfectionist streak. I’d tried my hand at so many hobbies, and whilst I enjoy them I definitely felt the pressure to be perfect at them, which obviously sucks the joy out of it. I’ve even felt this with my yoga practice over the years.
It wasn’t until a few years ago when I went surfing with that I realised I could enjoy something and not need the certificate or ‘achieve’; I could be happily s**t at something 🤣
Then last year I decided I needed to up my cardio game; I’m not getting any younger, and 90-year old Jo would probably be grateful for nearly 40-year old Jo having done some flipping exercise. So I approached as a complete n00b and asked her to help me enjoy running. No desire to ‘achieve’ anything. Just run.
That was a year ago! And today I ran a 5km. Over the past year I’ve clocked up quite a few kms, ran a few races along the way. And I never aim to achieve first place or ‘win’. I didn’t get a PB today but I got a nice medal and I saw a part of the Netherlands I probably wouldn’t normally see. Isn’t that enough?
Since starting running my relationship with yoga, my body and food has changed. I eat to fuel (and enjoy); I’m amazed at what my body is capable of; my yoga practice complements the running and vice versa. I’m no longer bothered about whether I can do the fancy poses, I’m just happy I get to practice.
It’s almost like….I’m ‘being’ and not ‘doing’.
How cool is that? 🤓