As a shadow coach and spiritual mentor, I support women who are experiencing an existential crisis, who have philosophical questions on life or who want to know more about awareness, personal development and spiritual growth.
I was born in the "Twilight", when shadow and light are in balance with each other. As a child I already knew that I have the gifts of clairvoyance and I moved in the paths of the shadows and light. These gifts in combination with my introverted character and high sensitivity made me feel like I did not fit anywhere. As a child it was quite traumatic and I tried as hard as possible to suppress and ignore my gifts. I started to live in the shadows more and more.
When I was six years old I received my first message from my spiritual team through a dream. I dreamed that I was surrounded by air bubbles with numbers in it. It was the numbers 12, 16, 21, 30, 38, 42, 45 and 64. At the time I did not know what all this meant, but I had a strong feeling that it concerned certain ages. This dream came back more often and stopped when I was 12 years old.
I didn't pay much attention to it and tried to live a normal childhood, as normal as possible. Just before I turned 16, my aunt gave me an invitation to go on a vacation with her to Greece. What I did not know at the time was that I would meet in Greece my first "guide" on earth.
In Greece, I sat at the bar of the hotel, next to me was an older man. He suddenly started talking to me and told me that he was an Native American shaman and that he can see we share the gift of clairvoyant. I sat there acting as i’m listening to him purely out of politeness, it didn't really care about what he had to say. He went on and told me not to ignore my gifts and to prepare myself for great emotional grief. He also told me that I would have to seek comfort in the fact that this emotional grief would protect me. I thought it was an crazy old man talk.
It was only a few months later that I regretted my behavior. Within three months I lost my two best friends, one of them died in my arms. This enormous loss and the sadness that followed have completely taken me out of balance. I’ve lost my way. Shortly thereafter I had a near death experience and it was the spirit of the friend who died in my arms who saved me.
The words of the old Shaman came back to me. After my near death experience something changed in me and I was once again open to the siritual realms. My dream came back and more and more often I got the feeling that a life changing event was about to happen when I will reach the age of 21.
And it did! When I turned 20 I met the man who would become my life partner for the coming 10 years. A Dutch man for whom I moved to The Netherlands. I was 29 when we broke up and at the age of 30 I started a new relationship. In the year that I turned 38, I met my Twin Flame, a meeting that pulled me out of the shadows and changed not only my life, but my whole being.
My stable, solid inner world got shaken and I ended up in the void. I lost myself completely and could no longer walk on the edge of shadow and light, I was completely consumed by the darkness. I had an existential crisis (also known as "the night dark of the soul) and I couldn't find a light spot. I ended up in the void where I experienced the death of the soul.
Because I had no other choice, all my walls fell off, that allowed people to come into my life, people that became my light. My spiritual team on earth. They gave me safety net that allowed me to explore my void in peace. I completely surrendered and went temporarily to live in that void. I was no longer afraid and the void became my safe place.
I survived my existential crisis and came back stronger than ever before. I connected to the core of who I am, learned to love myself unconditionally and to accept myself, including all my shadow sides.
The void is now an indispensable part of my inner world and it is the place I go to when I am in need to feel safe and find my inner peace. In the void is where I was able to process all my past trauma, heal all my wounds and embrace all my pains.
My untamable soul was reborn in the void!
Now I am a shadow coach and my mission in life is to help others with their own void and shadows. Based on my own experiences I have devised a system that goes through all seven steps of awakening.
I call it The Nomadic Journey of the Soul.
In my practice I use scientific coaching methods and psychological tests as well as philosophical conversations and spiritual tools such as numerology and Tarot cards. This combination offers a lot of space for deep insights that help you to develop further.
I am ready to start the journey with you to the core of who YOU are. Together we can ensure that your untamable soul is also released :-)
Lots of love, Limor
