22/02/2024
It's okay to feel blurgh. To feel a bit lost. A lack of clarity and BALANCE.
I've been going through this for a few months now.
For me it's a combo of losing a very close loved one, in October. Busy and draining Summer - managing kids during the school holidays. Taking a bit to get back into routine.
I've been plugging away at bits and pieces, keeping some plates spinning with regards to my business. I am however feeling the nagging annoyance at myself for not being more productive. I feel like my head is a bit scattered.
A few years ago, before I was deep in my spiritual adventure - and I felt like this, I would have spiralled. I would have hunkered down with Netflix, a ton of chocolate and leaned into my self pitty. Now though, I have the tools to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. To allow myself space to understand what's going on (I also just researched if anything is retrograding at the moment - yay space - but nothing is, so I can't blame that!!).
So what I'm doing is being kind to myself. Allowing time to just sit with my thoughts and emotions. Nourishing myself with good food. Moving my body. Taking time for myself, when I can. Gratitude - so much gratitude.
These moments when I've felt like I've not been productive and a bit of guilt creeps in, I manage to turn it around as ideas are flowing. I'm putting my trust in the Universe. I'm letting inspiration in. Releasing what doesn't serve me.
This year is going to be fantastic, but I don't have to have everything done in the first few months. I've always been a bit of a 'slow burner' with things in my life. Why fight it?
It's also important to acknowledge how far we've come with our development. To take stock. Only 6 months ago I would have felt weird talking about planets in retrograde, trusting the Universe etc. But this is who I am, who I've always been, I've just tried to hide it.
2024 is about alignment. Authenticity. Trusting. Gratitude. It's about letting ourselves shine. We don't have to have it all figured out. We just have to believe. 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍