
27/02/2025
I was very unfit and unwell with a couple of chronic health conditions and a couple of joints injuries when I discovered yoga at the age of 37.
I felt so much happier and healthier almost straight away (after a few months of practice) and by my 40th birthday I’d become the strongest and most content I’d ever been in my life. I kept wondering how come yoga philosophy isn’t common knowledge and wanted to share it and spread the goodness.
I started looking into meditation teaching courses but ended up studying a mix of yoga, pilates and qigong instead.
I had so many doubts!
How would I have time in this life to become good at teaching if I start it this late?! Especially when I myself had had such limited experience of yoga practice.
As with most things in my life - I doubted and feared and did it anyway! Each time I heard positive feedback about my class - I’d fall into the ambivalence – the joy was always overshadowed by the imposter syndrome
Took me nearly 2 years to stop doubting it. I now accept positive feedback with joy and gratitude feeling so lucky and privileged to be in this position. I can see now I’m making a difference.
I finally realized that the lack of experience became my strength and not my weakness.
I am able to relate to people like me - who struggle with physical activity, who have health limitations, who left it for too long. Yoga always allows to start again. I do talk from my heart when I say I believe yoga changes the perception in the mind and the chemistry in the body.
I know as a teacher I’m supposed to just hold space for my students and not talk about myself but I can also see how some of my personal narrative and the way yoga helped (and still helping!) me - can be inspiring and motivating.
To everyone who loves yoga and to everyone who’s yet to discover yoga (and yin yoga in particular!) – salute!