Kexa Living Light Energy Healing

23/05/2026

The Infinite Mind, 1st Thought, Awareness, my I am.

We get programmed to believe that our twin flame is someone we find on our journey. The man or woman who mirror back to us, all in us, that needs to heal. We are conditioned that we all have a divine counterpart who will complete us. A soulmate who is everything we've been searching for. Just keep working on yourself and they will arrive when your frequencies align.... We've all heard, accepted versions of this.

Yet many of us know that our journey is far from the normal life we get prepared for by our families, loved ones, society...all with good intentions and sometimes not.

Our journey, our path, patterns are very different to others. Many of us know from an early age that somehow we just don't fit in.

Throughout my journey I've repeatedly asked for confirmation of everything I've had to remember, heal, journey with to understand, remember who, what, why I am. What is my I AM??. And these past few weeks a different type of confirmation came my way.

Me: you keep telling me that I am complete as I am and than you tell me I have a divine counterpart... which is it. You keep giving me information like pieces of a puzzle and I understand that is because what you tell me is what I'm ready to understand in that moment. But you leave me more confused with the "more" you reveal to me everytime.

So I got told that I will meet someone this coming weekend who has a tattoo (that was 2 weeks ago), when I see this tattoo something in me will awaken that part of me that has the answers I seek.

While on a road trip with my friend recently, during one of the sessions I was doing, something made me look at her. It was quite deliberate. I said to her, show me your hand. She turns them over and I see a tattoo, the Ying and Yang tattoo. Now I've known this woman for over 14yrs and there it has been all this time.

Over days I got told that I'll explain it to you how I think you'll understand. So if I am the ying than you in your physical are the yang. We are one.

So I asked, who are you?

Reply: your I am. The Infinite Mind, 1st Thought, Awareness.

Me: so you are my divine counterpart?

I am: No. I am the original. You are a version of me. While you are complete, whole as you are, you come to be as you and your divine counterpart. They too are complete in their own right, and whole as they are.

Me: So this counterpart and I came to be at the same time through you?

I am: Yes

Me: so what am I doing here?

I am: you are here in the physical experiencing the opposite of all that I AM, to remember who WE are. Along with fulfilling the divine order that we are here for. You know about that.

Me: so when I feel separated, alone, not complete, it is you that I'm missing, not a man or a partner or my counterpart?

I am: no, it is me. It is also me reaching out to you and its that energy that creates the feeling, emotions that you are missing something or someone.

Me: so this counterpart, is it a she or a he. Are they in the physical as well? Are we going to meet? Who is my twin flame? What about my soulmate? I don't believe I've met "the one" yet if there is such a one for me.

I am: your divine counterpart is in the physical. However they are not a frequency match at this stage. They are doing their own journey.
Your twin flame, which you have many and you've come across many already, you already understand your journey with them and these past 9 months was an intense fast track learning for you to remember who, what you are and why you came. Also part of the divine order which you are here to fulfill.
Your soulmate in this journey is your divine counterpart. You already know much had to be adjusted to make this happen as the original path was not what it is now. The more you awakened, the more you demanded for your human. You've fought hard for your human. So adjustments were made. We have been explaining this to you throughout the past 5yrs.

So this was a snippet of what I've been remembering about me. Take what resonates and know that your journey may be different to mine.

Take care and be kind, specially to you 💜

01/05/2026

The journey, awakening, remembering who we are, part 5....

Why cutting these cords and bonds are sooo important!! Read part 4 if you haven't already before you read this post.

I found out earlier on that many of these connections, energetic bonds, cords, bloodbonds we have with those we walk with, those who come into our lives are all connected to all our houses.

The houses I'm talking about are the house of family, home, love life, relationships, money, income, health and well-being, friendships, social life, work, to name a few.

Many of these connections, energetic bonds are connected to these houses and depending on the karmic energies we carry, our bloodlines carry, we are tied to for whatever reasons, these connections can either bless, enhance our houses with abundance or deny us what is ours, our birth rights. This is why we struggle so much in certain areas of our lives.

Now look at each of your houses and then look at the patterns of your journey through your life regarding each of them. Than look at who were a part of your life through all that. Yes this includes family, bloodbonds, relationships with a partner. Twin flame, soul mate connections.

When we walk with those who align with our frequencies, our paths, abundance and blessings come easily. So does peace. Each of these relationships feel peaceful.

When we walk with those, carry those, sacrifice our peace for those who don't match our frequencies, look at how our houses get affected. That is not a coincidence.

Look at the patterns in your life. When the wrong person left and all the bs that left with that energy.

When the right person came into our lives, all that changed and shifted for us.

However when an energy, frequency in the form of a human comes into our life that carries a divine order, their arrival will turn your life upside down if you are not walking your soul's path. Every house of yours will be shaken to its core if you are more focused on the materialistic aspects of your human journey and not the reasons why your soul chose to come to earth.

You'll attract twin flame, soul mate, bloodbond connections over and over if you still stuck in codependency attachments, relationships. And you'll keep denying yourself the true divine connections that was always yours.

You stuck in jobs that are a security blanket because things have happened in the past where you were denied the very basics. So you hold onto jobs where there is no worth and value for you but you are there because it pays the bills. You don't have the courage to find something better or do what you love because life has failed you so many times. You made choices that cost you so much more than that change was worth.

You too scared to ask for your worth, your value because you made to feel like you should be grateful for the bare minimum. This includes relationships. Be it with your family, parents, siblings, children, relatives, friends, work place, spouse, partner. The energy you waste on someone who doesn't know you exist or is an avoidant energy. The energies you spend waiting for those who don't chose you. Or keep you as a 2nd or last option. Look around, look deeper, look at the patterns.

Choose you. Work on you. Heal you. Love you. Give to you. Put you first. Because you can't keep giving from an empty well and keep expecting things to get better.

Take care 💞 specially of you.

01/05/2026

The journey, awakening, remembering who you are, part 4....

Do this everyday... everyday

When you start cutting all energetic cords, bonds that do not align with your journey, your human, your awakening, remembering who, what, why you are, its amazing to see who drops off, away from your life.

When you start cutting all energetic cords, bonds to all energies, consciousness, subconscious, frequencies that deny you your free will, your sovereignty, your birth rights, the life you trying to create for you, your dreams, desires, all that brings you peace.... you'll see who in human bodies no longer walk with you.

Keep cutting these energetic cords and bonds. Be ruthless and relentless.

Surrender all cut cords, bonds including their roots, from the origins of their creation, including all that is the source of their creation to the highest divine infinite living light in their entirety permanently now.

All who fall away from your life, they are the human versions of all energies that were denying you all that is yours.

This won't be easy. There will be many tower moments. Many dark nights of the soul journeys you'll go through. Much isolation and solitude you'll have to endure. But compared to the pain you live with that is not yours to carry, it'll be so worth it. The peace.

Deny, cancel all permission, consent to all who access your energies, plug into you without your knowledge. Keep denying consent.

Recall your energies, your power, your memories of who, what, why you are, back to you.

As often as you can, ground and anchor the highest purest divine infinite living light to all that you are, your I am, in all its entirety, to you, in all your entirety, permanently now.

Keep restoring you, in all your entirety permanently to the highest purest divine infinite living light, the divine order that you are.

Notice what fights back. Keep a diary of all the triggers, thoughts, emotions, feelings, memories that surface. People who pop into your mind. All who live rent free in your mind. You will be amazed at who leaves your life.

I promise you this, the peace will be worth it.

Oh yes and when energies suffocate you, terrorize, traumatize your mind relentlessly, bring in the highest purest divine infinite living light and anchor it to them, to their core essence, their blue prints, their threads of life, every version of every energy that is them, all they are energetically bound to and bound with, in their entirety permanently. Then send them back to where they came from.

I used to send them back to the light.
Whats the point of that. Nothing changed. Send them back to where they came from.

Record every shift you experience, when you start doing this 👆 follow the patterns. Its your map of your journey.

01/05/2026

The journey, awakening, remembering who you are, part 3....

You are the bridge between worlds

Woke up yesterday morning and found this white feather on the carpet near my bed. Wasn't there when I went to bed and wasn't there when I went to the bathroom in the early hours.

But I know something had been returned to me. Not just something... more.

Its been a long time since I've been left these little gifts and reminders from my family of the infinite living light.

I was told in one of my sessions that they had stepped away around 2014. Now that was quite early on in my awakening journey. When I became more and more interested in my abilities, gifts and seeing what came through, consciously.

I know that around 2023 I had asked anyone and anything that wasn't here to support my human, my journey to step away. Anyone and anything that was only walking with me for the divine order for which I had come or for their own agendas, can leave.

I was driving to Hamilton and I felt this distinct shift. Massive awareness of being completely alone. I saw this dead tree to my left. There were 3 wood pigeons, (kererù) sitting on it. I understood left was connected to my spiritual journey. The kererù have always been significant to me in representing family for me.
This was not about earth family.

This is when the constant reminder of the Holy trinity started appearing in my life quite strongly. The no.3. Since then the power of 3 took on a new meaning but its only now I'm beginning to understand my connection to the divine order.

I remember feeling alone most of my life. But the patterns from 2014 was quite significant in how alone I had to become to do this journey to remember who, what, why I am. It was getting me ready also to that moment that was to come in 2023 when I was prepared to let go of all beliefs, conditioning, programming that came with codependency. I was prepared to do anything for my human, my journey and take on anything.

In that moment, so much changed.

We do so much subconsciously. Its our soul, the living light in us getting us ready for the next stage in our journey. When what we do in our subconscious comes into our consciousness, the shift has manifested.

Trust your journey. Look at the patterns. They don't lie.

Till next time. Take care of you and be kind, specially to you 💛

27/04/2026

The journey, awakening, remembering who you are,... part 2

(This post is long. So much poured out through the night to share. You were guided here for a reason)

Those of us who carry the divine infinite living light walk alone. This is on purpose. We have families, very few genuine friends and no matter what, we find ourselves walking alone most of our journey. Many of us struggle to find someone who will walk with us because its seriously hard to find those who match our frequencies. And there really aren't many of us here from the divine order that we are. There are many divine orders. Those of us who are here, we've been strategically placed. This too is on purpose.

One reason I learnt from my own journey was to remember that we are complete, whole, as we are. The divine masculine feminine in one. Yes we have divine counterparts but we don't need them the way we have been programmed in these human bodies to believe, think and need, ....that we need another to complete us. This need is a human programming, conditioning from those who do not carry the divine infinite living light to stop us from remembering who we are.

Many of us will find that one of the divine order we are is to heal the divine feminine, masculine in us. What we don't remember is that we not here to heal the divine masculine, feminine in another. When we consciously heal the divine feminine, masculine in us, our counterpart, be they a twin flame, soul mate, or a divine counterpart, they will heal themselves. Understand that just because you are in a female body doesn't mean that the divine feminine is the dominant in you. You can be a female and the divine masculine can be stronger in you. It all comes down to your divine order. You just need to focus on you. The key is to get the balance in both, divine masculine feminine, for both, in you, not someone outside of you... IN YOU.

However the programming here in the human body is to do the opposite. Constantly told we need to heal others. That drive, urge to heal, rescue, save others is the human programming, conditioning to stop us remembering who we are. Keep us busy constantly doing the opposite of who, what we are and why we came.

No wonder we go from one broken soul to another, always trying to fix what is broken, not achieving much because the system was designed that way. When we remember to choose us, heal us, honor us, love us, we break that system. Your twin flame, soul mate, divine counterpart will feel the shift. The healing work that you are doing, investing in you, that will be the trigger for them to do the same for themselves. You just need to trust you.

We do this for literally every relationship we care about, every connection, bloodbonds. What we are programmed to believe twin flame, soul mate connections to be, that is not what they are. What we are taught to believe is the opposite of what we are. We also constantly think twin flame, soul mate connections are love connections, our true love, life partner. Look at your journeys, the patterns, look closely and you'll see that these connections are relevant to all other relationships, all connections, friendships, family, bloodbonds, acquaintances, literally everyone you had to, have to walk with.

Everyone was designed and purposely put in our paths to stop us from remembering what we are by those who do not carry the living light. At the same time the divine infinite living light used these same connections, every opportunity that was presented to help us remember who we are, what we are and why we came.

We get told we are the mirror to others. We trigger whats not healed in them. Understand this, our divine infinite living light will use these same mirrors in others to remind us constantly to heal in us what they, the other party trigger in us. The emotions are the key to what needs healing. The situations, circumstances are the constant opportunities that are presented to us, to heal us. The programming that needs to be undone. The toxic behaviors, defaults we need to let go of.

There are many reasons for why we find ourselves so alone. Protecting our energies is one of the many. Tired of being others charging stations. Always giving and hardly ever receiving the same back, usually breadcrumbs when we do.

Then those who do not carry the infinite living light purposely put their puppets in our paths. The packaging look good, attractive to start with until our light starts to infiltrate them in ways they have no choice but to face their own truths. And because we've invested so much in these relationships, we think we can save it. We continuously choose them instead of choosing us. Sounds familiar??

We are often going through tower moments because we always getting to that level where so much can't come with us to where we going, even relationships. As we continue to remember, awaken to our truth, we go into or are forced into solitude and isolation over and over to recalibrate, to heal, upgrade, recharge, ascend. We are our own power house but it takes ages for us to remember and accept that about us.

We attract those who do not carry the divine infinite living light. Its somewhat of a default. Until we understand that its nothing but codependency programming. Ours and theirs until we make peace with ours and kick theirs right up the perverbial right out of our lives, no matter who they are. You see the patterns because every time we do this, we make our boundaries stronger.

You wana know who these hollow entities are that do not carry the divine infinite living light. Just look at all your relationships, friendships, family, bloodbonds, work mates, acquaintances, love connections, twin flame, soul mate connections, all that do not bring you peace, are not your peace.

We are told it's our divine purpose, soul contracts we have signed, agreements we have made, bonds, promises we have made to them. That we chose this, we wrote these life contracts. We didn't do it right last time so we back to do it again and hopefully get it right this time. Yeah right.

Its allllll bs. Plain and simple, biggest bs ever.

We are the divine order. We are the divine purpose. We just need to remember who we are, what we are and why we came. To wake up. This happens when we start to accept that it's all an illusion. Created by those who do not carry the divine infinite living light. Then there is our living light family, who use every one of these illusions to awaken us.

Did you read that... our family of the divine infinite living light use every illusion, every opportunity, every one of these relationships, connections to awaken us to our truth. That's why we always feel we being pulled in every direction. We don't know if we coming or going. We being pulled, pushed by both sides. No wonder we feel like we loosing it constantly. Doubting, questioning our very sanity, if there's any left.

During these journeys we will keep making our boundaries stronger. We'll get thrown illusions to distract us and we'll get given opportunities to see the truth in all and keep choosing us.

When you know how to respect you, honor, value you, see your own worth, you'll stop seeking validation from others. You'll stop attracting codependency attachments, relationships, connections. No matter who they are, you'll make your boundaries strong.

As always, take what resonates and leave the rest. If you read this post and made it this far, THANK YOU 🙏

More to follow soon. Take care of you ❤

26/04/2026

Your journey, awakening, remembering who you are? ... part 1

One thing I've had to learn in my awakening, remembering who I am was learning to understand that everything we living through experiencing is a copy of the infinite living light, illusions created by those that do not carry the infinite living light to connect to our divine infinite living light. This is what feeds them, keeps their world, their creation, system operating.

So when you think you talking to someone or something that tells you all the wonderful things you like to hear, ask it this, "are you anchored in the divine infinite living light?". They love intercepting all your conversations, connections.

If you hear or feel that they said yes, do the following...

"You told me that you are anchored in the divine infinite living light. Than your words are now your highest truth manifest in all its entirety for you in ALL your entirety permanently now."

"I now permanently anchor the highest purest divine infinite living light in all its entirety to you, in all your entirety, every version of every energy that is you. So be it, so it is, done."

Set the intention, by saying, SO BE IT
Execute the order, say, SO IT IS
Seal it, say, IT IS DONE

If you don't hear a reply than notice how your body feels. Your body will behave like it does when its near or around something it doesn't want to be around. You'll want to shower. You'll get triggered, be it anger, anxiety, worry, needing, or have unhealthy cravings to keep doing something. It can be any emotion that drains you. Sometimes it looks like codependency. Its not you, its them just making sure they hooked into you.

What is ours, the messages, usually will be subtle, soft and thats why we so often miss the queue. Its ok, your truth will always find you.

See the patterns in ALL your relationships. Those who genuinely walk with you and those who just plug into you. Those you will do anything for and keep justifying it until one day you realize that all you do is give and all they do is take.

They love using codependency energies to keep you tied to those who keep you in the cycle of being in relationships of trauma bonding, being used, abused, taken for granted, abandoned, looking for constant validation, narcissistic energies. You go from one relationship to another and nothing really changes. There's no respect for you. Your worth and value is nothing to them.

You'll work out that everything you do, use as a tool to do your spiritual work is programmed for them to access you. Question why what you get told, mostly the good things don't really pan out or manifest the way its sold to you. Then when it doesn't manifest you are told that you were not in alignment or its divine timing. Fair enough, but whose divine timing 🤷🏽‍♀️

You fail every time you choose you, want to honor you, heal you. Like you take one step forward and ten back.

These are all patterns. Look at every relationship, family, parents, siblings, spouse, friends, acquaintances, work mates, bloodbonds, community. All of them. These patterns will teach you about your journey. Why you are here. What you need to heal from. What you need to let go. What you need to awaken from to remember who you are, what you are and why you came.

As always, take what resonates, leave the rest.

Take care, specially of you 🧡

19/04/2026

Divine Order, part 5

Today those of the divine order decided to expand on the topic of destiny.

Earlier this week we shared a little about fate and destiny. Through my work, I've seen how we get given so many opportunities to choose to do the right thing. Put wrongs to right. Align with our souls path and its highest truth.

No matter what, when the soul decides to awaken to its highest truth, it will be fated to cross paths with divine order. Now, divine order can be someone in a human body who will come into your life when you are fated to. To you they will look like an ordinary person, playing out an ordinary encounter, however nothing about that encounter will be ordinary.

Many of you have at some point said that after meeting that person or going on that trip, your whole life changed. Your life turned upside down. Nothing about your life is the same. For some, all areas of your life or aspects of your life get a shake up to some degree, be it your relationships, home life, work, finances, health, well-being, family, friendships, where you live, your beliefs.

For some, depending on your purpose, the divine order that you are, this person, people and or situations will keep presenting you with opportunities to align to your souls path. If you still choose to indulge in your human conditioning, programmings, beliefs then things will start to get harder and harder. Life will get harder.

Know that every choice you make, leads you to seal your destiny permanently.

This is relevant to ALL, no matter what type of energy, vibrational frequencies, consciousness, or what form the energies are in. No matter which dimension or reality. What form any energy has chosen to experience creation. This rule is binding for all.

As always, take what resonates.

Be kind 💛 specially to you.

17/04/2026

Divine Order,... the shift

17.4.2026. Woke up late and just lay in bed. A soft voice came through. "You are a ship".

Q; Am I, I asked. No response. So I asked again, am I a ship? A; Yes
Q; is it big?
A; yes, colossal
Q; (me, now intrigued) is it bigger than Venus?
A; yes
Q; is it as big as a galaxy?
A; not quite, its colossal
Q; what's it made of?
A; energy
Me; (thinking that this being doesn't know its talking to someone in a human body)
Q; has it just arrived?
A; I think its been here for a while, we just couldn't see it
Q; why?
A; you have to be pure of heart
Q; are you in space?
A; yes
Q; what are you doing there?
A: I'm a traveller
Q; what can you see.
A; I see golden light.
Me; the image I got in my head was golden light in humanish form?
Q; do they look like humans?
A; no, golden light
Q; what now?
A; there's no door
Q; what do you mean? There's no door to the ship?
A; I can't see any door
Me; go through the heart, through your heart

It must have succeeded because I didn't hear anything after that.

I than got reminded of a vision I had had when I used to live in Gisborne. I would sit quietly on my couch, as comfortable as I could get and just breathe. If visions came, it was in this space.

I remember doing this and finding myself in space. Inside a colossal space station. It was so tidy, pristine, brand new looking, black. The ships that were coming into this station, you barely saw the front quarter. The rest was too long, too big to fit into my line of vision. So imagine how big the station was.

I knew someone was behind me. I didn't come here on my own. It was lord Ganesh. I said to him, should we be here? He replied, yes. Its time for your human to see this.

Than came towards me this mechanical figure, just floated towards me with intent. But looking at it closely I saw it was made of numbers, gold numbers. It was dressed like a knight. Like those pictures in playing cards. Had a top hat. Sword. All made of numbers, all in gold. All the numbers moved. None was stationary. It hovered about half a meter above me and looked down at me, like it was scanning me. Then it left. I wasn't a threat.

I asked Ganesh if we were going to go inside. Not today. We need to go back was the reply.

Will share more when I'm told to. Hope you all are doing well. Take care, specially of you 💛

15/04/2026

Divine Order, part 4

Fate and Destiny

The belief is that we can't change our fate. For me, fate is the path we are destined to walk no matter how many detours we make through our choices.

My work has shown me that we are capable of changing that too. By the choices we make and honoring the truth of our journeys, our true essence.

I try not to get caught up in the human illusion too much, as I find that its just that, illusions.
But there's no illusions about the choices we make.

Every situation, every person, every relationship is an opportunity to be a better version of ourselves and to become a better version of ourselves in the here and now.

Unfortunately we get too caught in our journeys, what happened to us, why did we have to walk the paths we did, who did what and so on.

The opportunity to make better choices are presented over and over to us until that too runs out and thats when we truly seal our destiny.

This lifetime is that lifetime where we seal our destinies. The final judgment. Call it whatever you want.

Not just for our human but our soul too.

Take what resonates and leave the rest. Be kind, specially to you 💛

12/04/2026