
21/07/2025
I recently had a slight freak out over my weight.
It was just a bit more than I thought it would be. Not even a lot. Just a little bit. And I still freaked out.
Yes it IS embarrassing to admit it that it bothered me. As a disordered eating dietitian I feel a certain pressure to be 'above' things like this, you know?
But I also survived growing up in the 90s and early 2000s⌠Do you even remember how bad diet culture was at that time?
I watched Tyra Banks shaming supposedly plus-size models because they didnât look heroin-addict-thin. My friends at high school would drink water before eating to fill their stomachs up so they wouldnât eat as much. Every movie and TV show had a fat kid that was made fun of for always eating.
And I went down a dark path at 18 years old and came very close to anorexia myselfâŚ
Maybe diet culture seeped into my very DNA when I was developing or something, because when I weighed myself those diet culture thoughts I thought I had buried came right back up like bad sushi.
And Iâm grateful they did.
Let me say that again: Iâm grateful they did.
Because it made me stop and take stock of where Iâm at. And it gave me a chance to practice the things I tell my clients to do every day. (And reminded me why I wonât be opting to weigh myself again).
Because Iâm not an 18-year-old Americaâs Next Top Model fan anymore. I actually have the tools I need to understand why I gained weight, deal with the mental side of it, and get my body back to its happy place WITHOUT going on a diet.
If you want to know the 7 things I did when I gained weight, Iâve laid it all out in todayâs blog post.
Weight gain can be triggering when you're healing your relationship with food - here are 7 practical tips from a disordered eating dietitian