16/02/2025
What is my body telling me? 💛
Our body send us messages with love. We are not against each other we are together. How can we lovingly receive these messages?! Even in pain or exhaustion.
I had a plan for ‘25 - she was going to be twenty-thrive. And although that may look different to what I had first perceived it, it still can be.
I am feel like I am in constant balance of my inner drive & fire ( I believe this is true feminine energy aligned ) & wanting to enjoy & love this life that I have both manifested & curated; my love, my family, the farm, our colourful lived life.
I really felt like my time was now to REALLY press play on my gifts and offerings to the world, to take it larger than I had ever imagined. I was ready. I’ve overcome so much to get here. I’ve come so far.
Hark! My body says no, the timing isn’t right - yet. Balance the being & doing. It feels frustrating but it’s what I have called in.
Truth be told, she’s in pain & sometimes states of exhaustion through the return of endometriosis. My suggested prognosis is a hysterectomy. Which my body also says no to. We have a journey ahead.
Even when ‘doing the work’, the EFT, the somatic dance, the everything else. Denying that trauma that hasn’t been faced & processed in body is undeniable. This disease feels energetic.
So the point is, are there things coming through for you too? That you need to listen to. The more finely attuned we are to these messages, the more we listen - with grace, the healing process can arise & be processed.
I will not be teaching for the duration of this 1st term. Dance sessions will resume in the 2nd term come Autumn
I let the frustration & disappointment subside at myself, at the stop starts and vow to accept more learning & curiosity around this, letting it all unravel & rest to heal. And with the help of a very special functional GP, energy healers & my own self-heal tool box - I look forward to the future.
Here’s to twenty-thrive & here’s to healing ourselves 💛