20/11/2022
Sunday Shout Outs
Yes I totally made this up and now it is a thing!
In my life I have been very fortunate to meet beautiful & healing people along the way and just recently when I have been a bit down about my current situation some of them have reached out and offered to help me get back up & into the light & into high vibration again. Love our community.
Normally I am helping others on their healing journey … my my my how have the tables turned... Time to practice what I preach on my own healing journey…..be open to receiving, ask for help, accept the help, have an open mind, have an open heart, forgive, love & surrender to the process.
Any tips on why it is hard to take our own advice let me know in the comments 🕺🏼
I had a fall a few weeks ago, rushing around between bookings…silly billy, fast forward a bit and I haven’t massaged for the last 6 weeks !
And, excuse me but it has been a bit ducking hard 🦆 I love my job and all that comes with it so to all of a sudden not have it has thrown me, my routine and my world upside down.
Initially I was in denial about the pain (newsflash Ash… you are not bouncing back like a 20 year old anymore), how serious it was and the amount of time I was gonna need off work... Lol 1 week ? I love how optimistic I was 🤣🙏🏼
When it became obvious it was more than a week I was miserable about not working and felt guilty about the bookings I had to cancel and the disappointment I felt from my clients and myself.
The good old kiwi na she'll be right attitude came right into it… yeah I tried that and failed. Ouch!
Turns out she'll be right attitude was wrong and that time out and healing was to be involved. Surrender.
I soon realized that my healing was more than physical and that the learning is never done, like never ever and I am actually more than ok with that.
Imagine knowing everything and having no more healing to do - boring!
So bring it on, mistakes and all. I’ve got time.
To me my work (MASH) is not just massage it is connection, listening, growing, learning, talking, healing, communication, touch, affection, intuition and a space to be held for healing - my work means a lot to me and, if you can feel some healing, connection, be heard and be seen in a session with me then the magic is working and the healing has begun! And that just warms my lil soul like you wouldn’t believe✨
So! Any learning I can do to improve that is a blessing. So maybe this injury is a blessing ? Well if it is, I’m grateful for all the learning to come 🙏🏼
If your on this page you must know I love my work and if you don’t know this about me please let me explain…
I love my work!
It's a buzz and keeps me high vibing on the daily.
The fact that I can hold space for someone to receive any kind of peace, quiet, healing, love or enlightenment is a trip within itself but also incredibly humbling at the same time - I find this an honor 🙏🏼 I've felt and experienced heartbreak, loneliness, pain, abuse, grief, neglect and more. This can be painful and brutal to the human spirit, and while this is/can be a part of the human experience, I never want anyone to feel this way, yet feel it alone. We all deserve love and a space to be held for us to work through it.
So one of my main aims in my work is to hold space and come from a place of heart, love, kindness and compassion.
I need healing too tho right ? Because I am a lightworker and while I know light cannot exist without darkness - the darkness still has the potential to consume & scare me.Like I said the work is never done. So I am so very grateful for these beautiful souls who have reached out to help me find the light again while I work through the dark.
Welcome to Sunday shout out...
Sharing my healings and healers with you ♥️