28/06/2022
Well this year is halfway through already.
In these past 6 months of 2022.
My step father passed away of Cancer. He was apart of my life for 30 years. He loved me and his Grandies unconditionally, he was an amazing father Figure and I love and miss him terribly. I couldnt get into NZ until he passed but we celebrated his 70th Birthday In his memory, the way he would have done it himself. With a BBQ, Beers and amazing friend and family that loved him.โค๏ธ
It was my daughters 5th year of being my spirit Angel, it was harder this year knowing she helped and Supported her Grandad over to the spirit world when he was ready to go. I watch her friends move on with their lives, by having babies etc and I feel heartbroken that she will never have that.
I have had some pretty serious health issues which has cause alot of fear and anxiety about being here in Australia without having family around sometimes felt lonely, yet didn't reach out to those that were important to me mores so my family back in NZ.
With all this happening I chose to not post on here and withdrew. I still kept living but felt like I was just going through the motions each day and not really listening to myself emotionally, physically and spiritually. Until this recent health issue and then after I scared myself stupid, I realised things needed to change.
So here I am, In all my imperfections. Picking myself up and taking small steps forward. Slowly wins the race right!
My main goals for the next 6 weeks is to
1. Get my health back on track.
2. Go from Casual to Fulltime at work
3. Get back into coaching again
By posting these goals on here I am acknowledging to myself and the universe that I am making myself accountable for me and my life moving forward.
Always a good time to make changes.
Much love
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