06/05/2023
💥 Revealing the real me!
Yes, I am all grey! 💥
And I never saw that day coming, where I feel brave enough to show it to the world.
I am done dyeing my hair every 6-8 weeks. I am done thinking I don’t look beautiful with my natural color.
You know I try to detox my body from all different things and then I put the color on my head on a regular basis. Of course I could maybe use a different one, but I don’t want to do that anymore.
It’s a process. That’s for sure. One day I feel very good about and that I made the right decision and the other day I look into the mirror and think how much I love the brown hair and I am very close to dye again. And there are other voices in my head, like how will the outside world react on it. I am a very sensitiv person and I can feel the stare’s (already) in my body.
On days were I feel insecure my head tells me, that grey hair looks ugly, that I transform into a granny, that everyone thinks it’s ugly and the list goes on.
It’s so interesting how the mind wants to keep us there where we always were, where we feel safe (kind of). It’s a big learning curve for me 🌈
For me it’s more about the question to be brunette or not. It’s about loving me the way I am and show the real me. I mean, I am that grey since my thirties. And now, with 42 I am ready to embrace it. And it’s also, because I follow this beautiful women and their journeys to embrace their grey hair. So thank you to all the brave women who walked that path before me 🤍🤍🤍
I am so curious how my natural color looks like in the end. I have no idea.
In the meantime I enjoy the process, to transform into the real me ✨