02/02/2026
A Trusted Process which has guided me from drowning in depths of Depressions Darkness back to the light of life. Straight facts it hasn't been fu***ng easy, especially with everything going on around me. TreadingWater on the whenua is my Trusted Process.
I've been tested on every Level emotionally & physically.
I've had my heart & soul crushed by the people who i committed the last 2 years of my life too, with ZeroF**ks about how this makes me actually feel.
To be told to move on, because that's life.
I fu***ng suck it up, breeth & fu***ng recalibrate.
A solid foundation just wont do it for me.
TreadingWater is my solid foundation, this how i managed everything going on around me.
7 weeks ago, i received 2 brutal kill shots in 15seconds. Instant unbelievable pain. My shoulder still hasn't recovered, when the wind blows on certain sections of my shoulder, its like needles stabbing me, but i fu***ng carry on with ZeroExcuses OnlySolutions, because this is the kaupapa of our platform.
So here i am at present, sitting in the waiting room 30mins before my appointment. Fu***ng tripping,stressing but mentally fu***ng solid.
My commitment to this platform is for my daughter, this is my only way to really show my daughter how sorry i am for all of my fu**ed up selfish choices i made from my past. The physicological trauma inflicted by my selfish choices on my daughter have been devastating,especially as father. I don't run from my past, i man the fu**up and take full ownership of my choices. As parents this is our Job,we will do what ever it takes to make sure our children feel Loved, protected & safe. The most heartbreaking thing in the world is having your parents, say move on, thats life. Sorry but thats not me,Im pushing foward, im breaking those traumatic cycles that people think they can just pretend it didn't happen. Everything will eventually come to light. So to the Ngati self appointed PRIVILEGED C***s who think they can run for ever, times up, accept the consequences of past choices because im no longer carrying this fu***ng heavy weight that you thought you could dump on me. GAME OVER.
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