11/05/2026
For a long time, I lived in a Cage.
A cage with doors opened.
I was too scary to leave the cage
Because my wings were not strong enough to fly, my legs were not strong enough to walk.
I stayed there my whole life thinking that I was free.
That was an Ancestral conditioning, a pattern of fears & submission.
I never wanted to blame anyone, I wanted to resolve all on my own, with Love, compassion and acceptance !
So, I left, I kept leaving all toxic environments that made me feel small, voiceless &guilty.
I always thought that was something wrong w/ me.
I kept leaving, untill I found myself alone.
I then found myself in my own cage, with doors opened, again.
I started to dig in, deeper and deeper, I went to very dark Ancestral places, inside my lineages through womb healing, family constelations, many plant medicines🐍🌵🍄🌵, and many healing modalities, including my Breathwork Journey where I broke through my anger.
I really understtody my role, while healing, grieving, and awakening all parts of myself that were swollen by the shame of being a woman, living in survival mode.
I learnt everything again, like a child, to love again & again, accepting, releasing, accepting again, & not avoiding my pain or my anger.
I transformed in love, healing my womb, giving love, retreaving my lost or untouched parts of my soul.
I walked in the dark many times, I was alone. I had faith, I always knew, that I could make art, I could dive deep to remember my soul journey, and to enjoy being a woman on this earth and to feel whole again, after many generations walking broken. Trying to fix and carry Ancestral pain.
I understood more about my role, and what to do, when I started to walk here on this Land.
Peru, the Andean Mountains, presented to myself as a mirror of my strength, love, abundance, and she held me, to grief, once more, to release and to come back to myself, embodying everything what I am.
I understood that I didn't come here to fix anything. I came here to be held, to grief, and learn how to love again myself, to accept everything as it is.
To create bond with my shadows, to remember, to retreave my gifts, my courage, and my path.. ⬇️