15/07/2025
WHY IT HURTS A LITTLE, AS A HEALTHCARE PROFESSIONAL, WHEN I GET CUT OFF BY “LUNCH BREAK” OR “5 PM”
I understand…offices and malls have schedules and people need to rest. That’s fair.
But sometimes, when I line up early and still hear:
“Sorry po, cut-off na.”
“Lunch break na po. Balik na lang.”
“After 5 na, bukas na ulit.”
“Nakauwi na po yung person-in-charge.”
…it still stings a little.
Not because I expect special treatment.
I DON’T.
I chose to be a doctor. I’m a pediatric oncologist and hematologist. That means I take care of children with cancer and blood diseases. And yes, I know the work is heavy, and I accepted that. That’s just the nature of the job. And most days, I carry it with quiet strength.
I answer calls late at night.
I reply to messages while eating dinner.
I check patient labs while putting my child to sleep.
Sometimes I give advice while I’m in line at the grocery.
Even during lunch, I’m still working.
I can choose not to reply, or wait until office hours… but that’s not how my subspecialty works. My patients and their parents need to stay in touch with their doctor.
So when I’m turned away because of the clock, it reminds me:
I don’t really get to say “cut-off na” myself.
I can’t pause caring just because it’s lunchtime.
I can’t say “closed na po” when a parent is scared.
I can’t ignore a message and think “bukas na lang kita rereplyan” when a child’s fever spikes.
I remember one time, a lady at the desk was about to cut me off, but when she recognized me as the pedia of her daughter, she kindly let me finish my transaction before closing. And I’m truly grateful for that. Because sometimes, a small act of grace can mean the world to someone who gives so often.
I’m not asking for anything extra. Just sharing a quiet thought, after being cut off again—because sometimes it builds up.
And even if we chose this life, doctors are still human.
And feeling that little sting? That’s human too.
Ayan, okay na ‘ko. Pipila na lang ulit bukas 👍