10/09/2025
✨ Story time ✨
I’ve lost count of how many circles I thought I belonged to, barkadas, groups, even spiritual communities, only to watch them fade, shift, or collapse. Sometimes through betrayal, sometimes through ghosting, sometimes through gossip and rumors whispered behind my back.
And it’s not just friends or groups. Even clients have come and gone in the same way, sudden distance, shadow projections, or quiet exits that once felt personal.
I am not saying I don’t have any fault. It took years of therapy and introspection, astrology classes, self-evaluation, realizations, conversations with my spiritual team, and many prayers to God to really see my own patterns, too.
With Scorpio rising, I walk through life with an energy that makes people project their shadows onto me. And with Pluto in Libra, sitting in my house of friendships in Placidus and hidden enemies in Whole Sign, my life has been one long initiation in losing connections that no longer align.
Pluto doesn’t let me cling to circles out of comfort. It burns away what’s false, the betrayal, the gossip, the ridicule, so only the true connections remain. And Chiron in Ta**us reminds me: my worth isn’t defined by who stays or who goes.
That’s why I don’t do “packs.” I’ve learned the hard way that I’m not built for cliques or forced belonging. I am a lone wolf. 🐺 My path is to walk alone when needed, to shed groups when the frequency no longer matches, and to find peace in my own company.
And yes, it took a lot of shadow work. Nights of questioning, grieving, and facing the parts of myself I once tried to hide. But on the other side of it, I found joy. The quiet strength of standing alone. The freedom of knowing solitude can be sacred.
And you know you are healing when you can share your experiences and vulnerabilities openly and others learn from it, too.
Pluto tears down illusions. Chiron exposes the wound. Scorpio rising transforms it all. And while it isn’t always easy, it’s always alchemy.
So if you’ve lost friends, clients, or circles maybe it’s not rejection. Maybe it’s alignment. 🌑♎🦂✨
