27/06/2025
It’s been two years since I left Bali.
This week, the grief hit me in a way it hasn’t since I first left, so I’m honouring it, I guess with this post too 🫶🏻
Bali wasn’t just an adventure. It was a dream I’d nurtured for years, ever since one yoga class in 2016 shifted everything. I kept returning, building a quiet vision: to live there, teach, and immerse myself in that way of life.
And for a while, I did.
The dream job came through with my teacher and dear friend 🫶🏻 A visa was sorted. My best friend moved too. Everything aligned. I had a beautiful, abundant and challenging time living there.
So when it was time to honour my truth and decided to leave… it broke me.
Letting go of something I’d held so close and actually lived was heartbreaking. I felt lost, wondering what I’d done wrong. Why wasn’t the dream working?
But now I see: it was younger me’s dream. And it no longer fit who I was becoming. My body knew. Mama Bali knew. It was time.
Two years on, after lessons, pivots, tears, and growth — I’m in awe of what’s unfolded.
I still miss Bali deeply. But I’ve built a beautiful life here, with a home and community I love 🥹 I get to travel for work, lead trainings, help run and something extremely exciting is coming soon.
I’m grateful. And grounded. And I know I’m where I’m meant to be.
Some lessons I’ve learned:
• You don’t need all the answers, just be present with what is alive in your right now
• Check in: are you chasing your past self’s dreams?
• Let go of what’s not right, and It’ll only make space for what is
• Life can grow in ways you never imagined, don’t limit your dreams
• True growth happens not only ‘out of your comfort zone’ but when you feel safe and grounded
Trust the timing. Trust yourself 🤍
Last video is from the day I decided to leave, I guess a moment I wanted to remember.
Shannon 🤍