07/05/2025
When I spend long periods in silence and off of social media you can be sure I'm going through the next level of initiation.
💀 During my first awakening 6 years ago it was all of the early adulthood trauma that resurfaced, as if every incident happened the day before. I had no choice but to deal with every suppressed uncomfortable experience.
👨👩👧 In 2022, I few months before I returned to South Africa, the process of alchemizing childhood experiences began. And with it, the next big spiritual awakening a year and a half after my return.
👤 Moving to Russia pushed me into using parts of my shadow to change the narrative of being the nice girl. The agreeable one whose boundaries are repeadetly crossed.
It forced the dark feminine to rise and I must be honest, if you're chronically nice, the idea of the dark feminine doesn't sit comfortably... but it forces you to reclaim power that was taken from your ancestors and then every family member along that line.
☯️ After each of these major periods of transformation, healing and awakening, there has been a period of integration...
Things are changing quickly all over the world. Do you feel things speeding up too? No more games... no more gentle process... it's now or never type energy...
