08/08/2025
My darling friend, I am closing a door, for another to fully open.
I have served through giving Shaktipat, orientation and clearings for 6 years. Now I know, that this chapter is complete. While I am grateful for the beauty of the recent days spent with some of you in retreat, grateful to hold space for clearings, divine revelation, absorption and bliss, I now know that it provided me with an echo from the past, contrasting what now is, and made something clear to me:
I am no longer to serve as “she who gives Shaktipat and speaks of Nondual Ta**ra and Kundalini process”. Yes, this knowledge will always be available to me, but the expression of Marie that was the facilitator of that has evolved.
During the last year she -I- metamorphed into a clearer vessel. But I had this retreat booked since long, and it brought back the past.
Now I finally let go of that version of me, and well-meaning intentions to keep that door open. I will not give more Shaktipat retreats. I release the expectation to serve as her. She has already changed.
I release images still projected onto me, as “nondual ta**ra teacher” “kashmir shaivist teacher/rep. in Sweden” and “shaktipat giver” and “kundalini activator and guide” and let myself be shaped by Grace.
I open the door to full & free expression. Beyond past roles and definitions.
I have felt what comes next, I know it’s beautiful, needed, and coming soon, and so with devotion I close the old chapter now. Finally.
And I open a new page.
Without the energetic agreement to also be the past, in my field.
The new chapter has already been writing itself for some time, more clearly the past 6 months, giving me glimpses of the frequency. And now I am available.
In devotion to true expression, and refined service.
May it unfold in purity.
Devotion, my anchor.
Love, my being.
✨Grace✨
Thank you for reading this far, witnessing this declaration of release.
I will share more soon.
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti
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