04/01/2026
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Na začetku leta večina ljudi poskuša vpeljati nove navade in izpustiti stare razvade. Volja pogosto traja kratek čas, kajti karkoli že želimo spremeniti, se moramo najprej posvetiti svojemu notranjemu otroku. Če se počuti prestrašen, nam ne bo uspelo stopiti korak naprej. Jaz sem bila kot otrok zelo odprta dušica in sem izjemno zaznavala energije in svetlobe okoli sebe, a sem se zaradi vsakodnevnega zlorabljanja popolnoma zaklenila. Zadnja leta veliko delam tudi na zdravljenju svojega notranjega otroka, pa sem bila vendarle pred iztekom leta presenečena sama nad sabo. Umrla je namreč meni izjemno ljuba dušica, zaradi katere lahko danes živim svoje življenje. Pokazala mi je, kaj pomeni brezpogojna ljubezen, saj nisem bila njen otrok, pa je v moji največji temi prišla , poskrbela za vse moje fizične potrebe in mi pokazala, da je življenje lahko polno ljubezni. Ob njenem odhodu so seveda prišle tudi solze in jok, pa vendar z zavedanjem, da sem človek, ki doživlja vso paleto čustev. Prišel pa je tudi trenutek, ko se mi je ljuba dušica pokazala kot veliko svetlobno bitje in vame je vstopil občutek miru, brezpogojne ljubezni in hvaležnosti. Najlepša hvala ljuba svetlobna dušica!
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At the beginning of the year, most people try to establish new habits and let go of old habits. Willpower often lasts a short time because whatever we want to change, we must first devote ourselves to our inner child. If it feels scared, we will not be able to take a step forward. As a child, I was a very open soul, and I was extremely sensitive to the energies and light around me, but I completely closed myself off due to daily abuse. In recent years, I have also been working a lot on healing my inner child, but before the year was over, I was still surprised by myself. Namely, a very dear soul to me died, because of whom I can live my life today. She showed me what unconditional love means, because I was not her child, but in my greatest darkness, she came, took care of all my physical needs, and showed me that life can be full of love. Of course, tears and crying also came with her departure, but with the awareness that I am a human being who experiences the whole range of emotions. But there came a moment when my dear soul appeared to me as a great being of light, and a feeling of peace, unconditional love, and gratitude entered me. Thank you very much, dear light soul.