08/28/2025
I remember when I first tried to start an MA meeting in the Albany area. I met this guy at the MA convention in NYC who lived up here. So we decided to get a meeting going. We found a great church near Siena in the Latham area which is in the middle of the Capital District, and it had easy access and plenty of free parking and was safe. So we got it all ready and started a land meeting. Then after two lousy meetings this contemptible POS made up some phony excuse and ran off on me like the coward he was. So for about 7 more months I tried to keep the meeting going by myself and a friend from NA who never smoked pot but came by occasionally to keep me company.
Someone said I should love the MA miscreant who bugged out on me. Why? I never bought into that "you have to love everyone unconditionally" malarkey. If someone is trying to hack me to bits, I am not going to love him just because I met him at a meeting a couple of times. And if you don't care about or GAF about someone, telling them you love them is phony AF. He certainly never GAF about me and screwed MA too. But the sad thing is that the allergy to service in MA is endemic, not fringe thing. I have been asking people to serve at every meeting for years. It's even in the script, You don't have to be my buddy if you do service, but you do have to show up and do your part when you are up to serve and attend most of the other meetings too. It is not a onerous task at all. It gets lonely doing it all by myself.