12/30/2025
Favorite place to be
God met me in the barn.
Not in a loud moment.
Not with answers spelled out clearly.
Not when everything finally made sense.
He met me there quietly.
In the early mornings
when the world was still dark
and my heart already felt heavy.
In the evenings
when I had nothing left to give
except showing up.
God met me in the barn
when I didn’t have the words to pray.
When my thoughts were tangled.
When my faith felt tired.
And instead of asking me to explain myself,
He gave me stillness.
He gave me the rhythm of care—
feed buckets,
soft nickers,
steady breathing.
He gave me horses
who didn’t need me to pretend I was okay.
Who felt the weight I carried
and stood quietly beside me anyway.
In the barn,
I didn’t feel rushed to have it all figured out.
I didn’t feel pressure to be strong.
I didn’t feel judged for needing rest.
God met me there
in the moments I slowed down enough
to feel His presence instead of searching for it.
Sometimes it was in the silence.
Sometimes it was in the routine.
Sometimes it was in the simple realization
that I was still standing
after everything I’d been through.
The barn became a place of prayer
without spoken words.
A place where trust was practiced slowly.
Where patience was learned gently.
Where peace arrived
not all at once,
but just enough for that day.
God met me in the barn
when He taught me
that strength doesn’t have to shout.
That faith can be quiet.
That healing doesn’t always come with answers—
sometimes it comes with presence.
He met me there
when I rested my hand on a warm neck
and finally let my shoulders drop.
When my breathing slowed.
When my heart felt safe enough
to stop holding everything so tightly.
I didn’t leave the barn with everything solved.
But I left steadier.
Grounded.
Reminded that I wasn’t walking alone.
God met me in the barn
because He knew
that’s where my heart would listen best.
And every time I walk through those doors,
I still feel it—
not loudly,
not dramatically,
but faithfully.
Right there.
Waiting.
Does God meet you in the barn?