Intentional Holistic Healing

10/10/2025

I have a Million updates but so little time!

My schedule here has felt non-stop but Incredibly fulfilling with people who Love me, who have supported me throughout the years, & who bring me JOY.

I have done several massages, visited old teachers & places, taken a zillion pics of the fall colors, and engaged in Meaningful Time with people I Love.

Yesterday I went to my brother's cross, spent time with my French & gym teacher, and watched Grey's anatomy on my besties couch after 8yrs apart. 🥹💓

Today I'm off to breakfast & massage with a friend and her family, more massage, the Homecoming football game tomorrow where I will reunite with More people (& take a walk through the halls of my high school 25Yrs later), and Hopefully relaxing somewhere in there! 😅

And of course, there is a Major storm headed this way for the days I'm supposed to Leave ...so, I'll be watching the weather which will determine my trip home and my regularly scheduled posting!

THIS All is Jupiter in Cancer Energy - & more specifically for me, PHOLUS Energy which is opposite Jupiter in Cancer (which invites us to reinvestigate and decipher Where we're Giving our Life force energy, If the people we bleed into are potentially poisoning us in return, and BIG lessons on letting people Learn their Own lessons without Intervening!)

This has been an Incredibly eye opening trip for myself and idk Why it's taken me 25Yrs to give myself credit-but credit is Due, and I'm Grateful for Everything I Pushed forward For to have the Life I Now Love, bcz Believe me, it could have looked So Differently if I hadn't Fought to Escape the Clutches of ancestral trauma (Nessus). 💓😘

10/06/2025

I Am the Warrior my line has been Creating 🥹 This Full Moon in Aries 14° is ⚡ My 💓 & chart! Holy HELL-Strap in & Listen to what's happening for me.

I am currently sipping my coffee in Absolute Silence on my besties porch, looking at the fall leaves & enjoying some Peace after a 3day astrology conference.

Have y'all Seen This Aries Moon? It followed me yesterday on one of the Most Beautiful Drives of my Lifeeee-windows down, wind blowing through my hair, Stevie cranked UP, and this Gorgeous moon over my shoulder as I drove through the Catskill mountains of upstate NY. My heart is SO Full & I Know this trip back was about True Ancestral Alchemy.

I Am The One.

At 14° Aries, this full moon (signifying acknowledgement, fullness, completion, Release) is Hitting my Inner Child & Eris asteroids of 12th H.

Eris, the Goddess of Discord and Chaos, Rights Wrongs. She pulls up the rug, points out Deceit, & is Shamed & Demonized For it.

Our 12th H is a house of isolation, surrender, withdrawal from reality, Secrets, self-sabotage-it's a place where we can feel stuck in the mental prison, and this is Exacerbated by Aries (which rules the Head).

And-it is Also the house where we surrender to the control issues of the 6th H counterpart, where we Heal & Regenerate.

Aries is the sign Of the Ancestral Warrior-the one who takes Initiative in Leading, in Advocating, in Healing-in head butting if necessary to Spark new Life. 💥

In addition to this full moon Lighting up the themes of the Inner Child/Truth Teller, Chiron (the wounded Healer who serves) & Eris have been Transiting this 12th H, WITH the Inner Child & Kassandra asteroid -

What wounds do You carry around Truth Telling? Where did you Prophecize Only to be Shunned & Disbelieved for Speaking up? Reprimanded? How do those wounds control your life? Are you serving from them in an empowered way yet? How can you Initiate Healing on your own Behalf?

The work I do in this world is Specifically related to my Own wounds around Grief, betrayal, s❌Trauma-& just yesterday, More Secrets came to Light that Validated Every Single Intuitive hit over the Decades-around trauma in my ancestral line, around ME being the One Sacrificed Up and Required to Do the Healing work. 💣

Ceres, the Mother asteroid & how we nurture Self and others, is Also transiting my 12th H-hitting my Asclepius (the Healer who used Medusa's, r**e Survivors blood to HEAL & Regenerate Others) ... Using the Experiences OF My feminine Line in Leadership, Advocacy, & Service To Others. 🦋

Kassandra, Inner Child, & Eris/Chiron are Lighting UP my Eris, KARMA, & Lilith asteroid and Hitting my AC, triggering a shift in my Identity. 🤯

Our chart is Always about Balance-So let's look to Aries opposite where the Sun is in Libra-

The Sun is Hitting my Fortune, my Vertex (FATE), Saturn (Difficult Karmic lessons & Boundaries), and my Mars (Determination, Anger, Assertiveness), In the house of Relationships. KARMA is hitting my Pallas (Daddy's Girl, Strategic Warrior Energy).

Aries/Libra is the Self Vs Relationship Axis. 6/12th is the Control axis, the necessary Details for Survival. It's Service Vs Sacrifice.

My 6/12 is Intercepted-see how Aries/Libra is Sandwiched in between two other signs? Intercepted houses is where we have more difficulty expressing energies, so we may resort to the Lower Vibe frequencies of these signs (anger & people pleasing)-this has Definitely been my story for Many years, until doing deeper work on myself. Intercepted Houses are an indication of Past Life Failures where we are Required to do the Work we got out of previously - we Have to Be faced with these tasks Over and Over. Instead of feeling like a Victim to my Anger and people pleasing, I have been learning how to Express the effective vibration of Aries/Libra which is initiative, Advocacy, & Balance in Relationships-because of my understanding of my Karmic duties in my chart.

I also want you to look at the Squares ⬛ Squares are where there is 'less efficient' energy flow-a 90° angle is a Jutting energy, right? But it is ALSO where we can MANIFEST something Different!!

⚡Asclepius ⬛ Kali - surgical precision of Cutting away the Ego for greater Alignment & Soul Service to Others
⚡Inner Child ⬛ North Node - choosing Advocacy for my inner Child (over repressed Anger) catapulting my forward in my Karmic Purpose
⚡Eris ⬛ Sun - the Truth Teller who's Shunned for attempting to Right Wrongs IS Part of my Identity, I Have to Stop running from being Disliked for Telling the Truth

✨ And, notice these ⬛ are on the 12th H (Healing/Surrender) with the 3th H (Goddess, Siblings, Higher Communication 💣). 🤯

Also,
⚡Karma ⬛ Medusa - Karma creating something New with the Survivor Goddess of s❌Trauma, Sister Wounds, Femine Betrayal - the One who Requires Removal of the Masks.
⚡Lilith ⬛ Nessus - the One who Refuses to Submit to the Ancestral Trauma 😭🤌🔥💪 Nessus shows us the 'Bad Blood' & Betrayal that's been bred into us, it is where All the addictions, disfunction, abusive behavior (Specifically s❌ Trauma) Lies. Mine is 29° - the END OF A KARMIC CYCLE 😭👊

✨These are in the 12th/4th H energy - our 4th H IS the House of roots, foundation, Family, ANCESTORS.

This $hit STOPS HERE. ✋🛑😭

Andddd just to Reinforce ALL of that-I have Several more ⬛ in Libra to Cancer-

Cancer/Capricorn is Mother's/Father Ancestral Axis - these ⬛ are creating several T Squares, Very difficult energy that needs a 4th Point to supplement it-

How do I make these Hard energies more bearable -

Capricorn, ruled by the Lord of Karma, representing the ancestral wisdom & grief carried in our Bones. Integrity of Doing the Hard Karmic Work. Structure, Discipline, Climbing the Mountain. 🌄

Something I learned this WKnd is that when the North Node is Conjunct the Sun, it means we were born in an ECLIPSE portal-which means we haveuch Grander Karmic purpose to Complete here, and we Feel It.

I did some investigating to find out I was born during the Longest Total Lunar Eclipse of the 20Th CENTURY, activating Cancer (Feminine), Capricorn (Masculine, Karmic Lessons) and Sagittarius (Truth, expansion, LIBERATION)... 😭🔥✊🦋

Where is this Full moon Hitting Your chart? Throw it up in comments and I'll get to it Soon as I can. I Hope you Know you're Not Alone in this Heavy Karmic work. I Hope you can find solace and Inspiration in my Own Story. I Hope you are starting to Believe how Much MAGIC is available to us through integration of our Chart Energies.

These Asteroids and planetary transits are Lighting up the shadows of our Psyches for us to Persevere and Alchemize, to Liberate our Souls from Suffering, and I Pray that your following this page helps support you in this path. I Love you All!!!

10/04/2025

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I remember seeing a quote once, and I have no idea who said it, but it hit me like a train.
It said, "To the animals. May we be forgiven. "
It has always stayed with me.

What also stays with me is how one person and their soul's calling can change the world and those who inhabit it.
RIP Jane Goodall - what an extraordinary footprint you have left on this earth.

Photo by Michael 'Nick' Nichols
www.teallach.com

10/04/2025

I wanted to take a moment and recognize this Legend 💓😔🪽

I Loved Jane Goodall, she was up there with RBG for me.

Growing up, I was Obsessed with Women that focused on their careers-I Never wanted the traditional life women were told was meant for them, and I gravitated towards women who followed their heart, their dreams, their Intuition - & Changed this world Doing it.

As a little girl, I fantasized about working with elephants the way Jane worked with chimps; I was and will always be a science girl, Curious (Mercury And Venus in Gemini, 1/3 in Human Design), I was enamored with Women Doing Research and going against the grain.

As a young woman studying Anthro and then Forensic Anthro, Jane was a staple in my list of Heros to Women.

It's So Important for little girls to have Women they can look up to, and I'm So Grateful I had a Jane and RBG in my childhood.

Tonight we went over Jane's chart in class and it warmed my heart to see All of her Magic written in there, I will make a point to share some of that when things slow down!

RIP to the legend known as Jane Goodall

Some facts about her you may not know:

· Goodall began her research in Gombe, Tanzania, without a university degree. She was a secretary who dreamed of working with animals. Her lack of academic training initially led some scientists to dismiss her work, but it later gave her a fresh perspective.

· The paleoanthropologist Louis Leakey chose her for the Gombe project specifically because she was untrained, believing she’d observe with “an open mind” instead of being constrained by scientific dogma.

·  In 1960, she saw a chimpanzee (David Greybeard) stripping twigs to fish for termites. At the time, “man the tool-maker” was considered a defining human trait. Her discovery forced scientists to redefine humanity’s uniqueness.

·  Instead of numbering them, as scientists did then, she gave chimpanzees names like David Greybeard, Flo, and Fifi. This was controversial but helped prove they had distinct personalities and emotions.

·  She was the first to record violent inter-group conflict among chimps, challenging the then-idealized image of them as “gentle vegetarians.”

·  She observed them hunting colobus monkeys, upending the belief that chimps were herbivores.

·  She became Dame Jane Goodall in 2004, one of Britain’s highest honors.

·  In 1991, she launched this youth program in Tanzania to inspire young people globally to engage in conservation and humanitarian efforts. It now operates in over 60 countries.

·  She spent around 300 days a year traveling, lecturing, and advocating for the environment, despite being in her 80s.

10/03/2025

October is Always Magical, and this one is No Exception.

I've visited Salem in October, started my relationship, got Married & Honeymooned, had Major Women's events in my business, & have So Many Magical Moments in my Favorite month of the year.

This morning I had my windows down, hair flying, tunes cranked as I drove through the Poconos and on the Taconic Parkway, smelling the scents of fresh cut grass and Hay, watching the falling leaves Swirl, and catching Beautiful colors starting to pop.

My Airbnb is So Cozy, my comfy bed is right next to the window overlooking the peaceful back yard, and I'm having a difficult time separating my A$$ from the grass under this Beautiful Orange Tree. 🤣

This is Legit what I drove 12Hrs for-to sit in the grass, to Experience Peace & Quiet again, to Give myself a bit of the Peace I bring to Others on the daily. I have barely done Anything for myself since starting my business 6yrs ago, which is the last time I came home for Me.

Today was a Lot of Reflection on how Much I've grown since starting this business, how Many Achievements I've accomplished, simply bcz I Refused to Quit.

I was Screaming to All my Fave girl music today with tears in my eyes thinking about Everything I pushed through to Get Here.

If you are Struggling, Please Know every Layer is Part of your Journey. 💓🦋 I Love you All, I'm off to my class this evening and looking forward to someone at the retreat feeding me healthy food for the next 3days lol!! 🤩

10/03/2025

Never Underestimate the Therapy of an 9hr Solo Road Trip 🌞🌸💽😌🪽🤘😎

What a Gorgeous day for a Long drive, windows down, jamming out to All my favorite music, sunshine & 65-73°, I couldn't ask for more beautiful weather!

This morning I saw these Rays and I Knew my angels were with me-I Always say when the rays come through like this, it's my Angels letting me know they're with me. And then I passed this truck and the message just squeezed my heart!!

Normally I Never mess with my phone while driving but I couldn't help but snap a few pics of the Splendid scenery. 🤩 I Love rolling through the mountains, into farmland with born fields and hay bales, the smell of grass, red barns everywhere, and blue skies.

I made it to PA unscathed (thank Goodness for my quick reaction time bcz a log truck was losing flying BARK And an old man pulled into my lane while I was doing 75 & almost hit me).

I'm giving myself a rest and flipping between Hocus Pocus & a documentary on Tupac. 🥰

Tomorrow morning I'll continue to NY, stop by my old massage college, and check into Omega Retreat for my Astrology Conference! I can't wait to share it all with you!!!

09/30/2025

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This appeared on my feed, and it needs to be shared with fellow witches. Thank you for permission, Miss Margie. And many thanks to Kirk Fredericks for sharing, and to Author Angel (Petals and Thorns Poetry) 🙏🧙💜
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Each year they parade her about, The traditional Halloween witch.

Misshapen green face, stringy scraps of hair, A toothless mouth beneath her disfigured nose. Gnarled knobby fingers twisted into a claw protracting form. A bent and twisted torso that lurches about on wobbly legs.

Most think this is abject image to be the creation of a prejudiced mind or merely a Halloween caricature, I disagree, I believe this to be how witches were really seen.

Consider that most witches were women, were abducted in the night and smuggled into dungeons or prisons under secrecy of darkness and presented by the light of day as a confessed witch.

Few, if any saw a frightened normal looking woman being dragged into a secret room filled with instruments of torture, to be questioned until she confessed to anything that was suggested to her, and to give names or say whatever would stop the questions.

Crowds saw the aberration denounced to the world as a self-proclaimed witch. As the witch was paraded through the town, in route to be burned, hanged, drowned, stoned, or disposed of in various, horrible ways, all created to free and save her soul from her depraved body.

The jeering crowds viewed the result of hours of torture. The face, bruised and broken by countless blows, bore a hue of sickly green. The once warm and loving smile gone, replaced by a grimace of broken teeth, and torn gums that leer beneath a battered disfigured nose.

The disheveled hair conceals bleeding gaps of torn scalp from whence cruel hands had torn away the lovely tresses. Broken, twisted hands clutched the wagon for support. Fractured fingers locked like cropping claws to steady her broken body.

All semblance of humanity gone. This was truly a demon, a bride of Satan, a witch.

I revere this Halloween Witch and hold her sacred. I honor her courage and listen to her warnings of the dark side of humanity.

Each year I shed tears of respect.

- Angel (Petals & Thorns poetry by Angel 6-26-1999)

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Thank you Marcella

09/29/2025

Jupiter in Cancer is calling me Home ...

The last time Jupiter was in Cancer I wanted so badly to go back home & just sit in the grass and be left alone. I fought the urge, Headstrong right into my Saturn Return, bought a one way ticket to Hawaii, ended up sleeping in a car and heading Back to NY Anyway. 😅

I have been feeling the urge to go home, to see NY in the fall, to spend time with women I Love & Miss, to sit quietly in the cemetery, to take a walk through my quiet hometown, to just take a breath for a moment ...

I struggled with this and finally came to terms with the fact that I don't have to wait for a funeral or a wedding to go back home, I can just Trust that there is something there I need to experience.

I decided to check out what was happening at Omega Institute for October and There it Was-the Reason I was feeling Called Back.

An astrology conference focused on Divine Feminine, Jupiter in Cancer, and Feminine Asteroids!!!!! 😭🌌♋ I couldn't even Believe my eyes-set for the weekend before I planned to visit.

I reminded myself of Why I became a business owner-so I could Live Mt Life. The next morning I invested in the 3day conference at a Spiritual Retreat center I've wanted to go Since Last time Jupiter was in Cancer. I rearranged my schedule - I called my Bestie. 🥹💓 Her children have No idea I'm coming home and I can't wait to surprise them and watch their games and make memories that I have missed out on for years.

And I also looked at the Transits for my trip....Holy MOLY 😬😶😂 Sun in Libra is starting to Shine on ALL my Libra energy the Day I Leave.

Pallas Athene
Pars Fortune
Vertex
Saturn
Mars
Pluto
Cloelia

This Full Moon in Aries on October 2nd is Lighting up my 12th H or Karma/Self Sabotage/Healing in Aries, the Sovereign Advocate - Specifically my Pholus, Medea, Eris, & Inner Child... And I Already have ideas around what this might play out as. 😐🙂‍↔️🙂‍↕️

The New Moon in Libra will hit after I return and it feels like it will Absolutely be the Closing to the way I Used to do relationships - it will be highlighting my Pluto, Cloelia, Asclepius, & Jupiter. 🤩💣🤯

I will talk about these more in detail in the coming weeks-I have one more massage to do tonight and then I'm Off for the next 2wks (although I will be doing a Lot of work in NY 😅 Astrology, spiritual, And Massage!)

But for now, can we Celebrate I'm going to my First Ever Astrology Conference!!!!! 🎆🎇 My husband said I should be teaching it, but I'm happy to attend and Hopefully line that up for the future!! 🥰 I can't wait to share everything with you!!!

09/29/2025

First time on this section of the parkway in Over a Year! 😭💓😭🌄😭

This section of the Parkway is closest to our home and Just opened back up last week. It has been a Long Year without being able to go up for sunrises, evening drives, and WKnd grilling adventures. I have cried Many times out of the frustration of not being able to access the Serenity that being nestled in these trees brings me.

Today as we drove on the new road for the first time, witnessing how much devastation is Still visible, losing count of the landslides, and seeing the mountains that we Love So Much for the first time in a year, I Cried so many tears, of Grief and Gratitude.

I Finally experienced the Quiet and Peace I've been craving and desperate for this past year. The colors are just starting to light up, lots of Yellows and gold tones mixed with dark evergreen, we ran into clouds and caught a beautiful sunset in the rain, and then found a double rainbow!!

I am taking a big trip soon so today was our last day together for several wks, and it was perfect. We slept in, did some manifesting around a new home over coffee, had a Big breakfast, went to a local farm stand, drove the parkway and ended the evening with a double rainbow and Pizza from Another favorite place that was shut down for months after flooding from Helene.

I am SO Grateful for these Gorgeous Mountains and So Humbled to live in one of the most beautiful places in our nation!