08/12/2018
I've been working to get this out since March, writing it has been emotional and difficult for me to do.
This video discusses the things I've had to endure in my life, and what most people have never known about me including that I've dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts, the fact I suffer from having asperger's which is a form of autism, and that I've used p**n as a mechanism to help with my depression. And personal things in my life besides that. These are all things I've felt that I couldn't openly talk about because I felt like I had no voice, that no one would listen or try to forgive me and that I'd be heavily judged for having asperger's and seeking s*x to fight depression.
With all this being said, I want my life back and to become a new and better person than I was before. I've made countless mistakes but I deserve a chance to learn from everything and treat people better. I'm wanting to get into therapy soon and stop drinking to heal mentally.
Please share this & message me if anyone would like to talk.
https://youtu.be/f_XkRxJZ6ms
