06/08/2024
Just found this labeled "Back then this was a good day Jan 2018"
My fatigue was so bad that I often could not move from my chair. I would budget my energy so tightly, and tie up all my motivations, dreams, and worth in what I could do with 1-2 useable hours a day.
I'm so glad I saved my own life, essentially with committed systemic detox. My useable hours versus immobilized hours are the inverse of what they used to be. Good days like today, all my hours are useable, and I've learned to integrate taking it easy with gratitude. I did slow yoga, ate a simple salad meal with spelt pita and dark chocolate dessert. I appreciated the clearer air and deep green shade of a tree. I'm home for the evening, going through files, and appreciating love.
I'm so grateful I have had all the help and support that I've had. I'm glad I'm here to tell you how much you matter. β€