08/17/2022
That Someone.
That someone, that one person who likes to bring up the past that they have forgiven you for? Yes. That's the one. That's someone.
That someone brings up the past as an excuse to do what they will and to avoid telling people their motives. They don't want to, and it would jeopardize losing total control over the connection and in turn, lose those people they have slightly invested in. That someone doesn't realize, and often realizes too late, that when they behave this way, they in fact lose people every time: minute by minute. Hour by hour. Day by day. Month by month and year after year.
To that someone, it is more about control than it is about love. And what do all of the people who are givers do anyway, that that someone always attracts? Those givers still love that someone. But.. those givers won't ever trust that someone anymore.
That someone is a dream killer.
They attract people who generate goals and dreams of being together with them in their lives. That someone falls in love with that concept but not with those people. That someone selfishly takes advantage of those people for personal gain.
For that someone, there is always something better on the other side of the world. The grass is always greener until they get there. There always has to be something better for them as addicts to the Illusion of Choice, which is a price of never feeling fulfilled nor satisifed in areas of their lives. Once this illusion is destroyed, that someone returns to those who were always there for them and finally, that someone decides to be their true selves in all of their consistencies. Only up until that someone realizes, that those people that someone has abandoned, discarded, abused, and were inconsiderate towards, now views that someone as now deciding they are settling with and for them.
Those people feel that the reason that someone has decided to come back to them, is due to whatever and whomever that someone desired over them didn't work out. And those people have now changed; transformed into beings deserving of much more than second, third, or fourth best.
These people deserve 1st place with the best, over that someone.
~ e.
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