05/22/2024
There have been a lot of tears shed in the past few weeks. As I move out of the Olde Federal Building and say goodbye to clients, I've had feelings of overwhelming loss and grief as these waves of emotions hit me.
My days are packed with massages, moving, and studying my 2 online courses of Anatomy and Physiology I & II with labs. Trying to balance self care so I can do the work. Sleep, fueling, drinking water, movement, and being in the moment. This morning, with my mind filled with all that I had to do, I stood outside with my son and hugged him close, told him I loved him, and watched a cardinal fly by with it's flash of bright red.
Yesterday was particularly hard and I cried to friends. They held me a listened and shared words of wisdom. Though things are hard right now, I am so grateful for the people in my life who have supported me and lifted me with their words and actions.
I know that I can do the work that needs to be done, and I count my blessings, as they are plentiful. I acknowledge the feelings, feel them, accept them, and let them move through as they need.
My purpose in life is to help others in their healing journeys. Though, I cannot do the work for you, I hope to better myself to lead by example. To shine my light to light the fire within you.
Thank you a million times over for your presense and being. Thank you for allowing me into your lives, I hope for the better.
As I continue on this new journey, I hope to continue to share insights and knowledge, to better equip you with the tools you need to heal.
Sending out to all of you so much love.
