03/02/2026
I have typed and erased this message more times than I can count...It breaks my heart to say this, but after years of building my business, I will be closing my doors for good in May. This decision has not come easily. I have wrestled with it for a few years ..I held on as long as I possibly could. But I’ve reached a point where my health and my finances simply can’t withstand anymore. Chhoosing to let go of something that means this much to me feels like grieving a part of myself. Because this was never just a job. It was my passion. My purpose. My calling. Hell it feels like this was my bare soul disguised as a job.. I began this journey with a mission to change how people see massage therapy to change how they see and feel about their bodies. To help people understand that massage isn’t just physical relief. It’s nervous system regulation. It’s mental health through the body. It’s learning safety and connection from the inside out. It’s processing what words sometimes cannot reach and you trusted me with that. 💚
To my clients ..whether you came once or have been with me for years please know you mattered to me deeply. I never saw anyone as “just a client.” You were never a number or an appointment slot. I celebrated your wins as if they were my own. I felt deeply with you on the hard days . When you were taken advantage of I was angry with you. There were tears on that table. There was laughter. There were quiet sessions where your body finally exhaled. There were moments when someone who once flinched at touch slowly began to feel safe sometimes for the very first time in their life.
It was truly an honor to hold that space. You may not even realize this but, you helped heal some of the deepest wounds I carried too. The connection went both ways. It always did.
I don’t know exactly what comes next for me and it's a very scary and vulnerable feeling, but I trust that like a cat I will eventually land on my feet.. But for now I will grieve because this was never just a job and it was never really about massage and it's going to leave a sting in my chest for a bit... 🥺