01/31/2026
I chose not to create art today. I chose vibrocoustic therapy instead and this is why. For the last few days I've been feeling rage. Not just mad or anger, pure intense rage that is filling my body and mind. My family in Minneapolis is telling me terrible things that they are witnessing. They are scared and I've never heard their voices in fear before. My mom isn't sleeping anymore and there's a lot more but I can't say. At the very same time my Italian aunt in Chicago is saying thank you to ICE and loving every minute of this unjustified cruelty all while quoting Bible verses. It's brought out the worst in me. I'm turning to frequencies right now vs creating art because I can receive messages + wisdom from my higher self and guides this way. So many of us are suffering intensely right now and it's just unbearable to witness this intense cruelty. I want to be helpful and I'm trying to figure out the best way to do that. I want to help! I write this post because this is what I'm feeling right now and I want to be authentically me as much as possible for the time I'm here. I don't think I'm alone in these feelings. My heart goes out to each and every human experiencing fear right now.
