07/18/2020
Letter to you…
I hesitated a long time before facing my fears. Its hard to reach out when there’s not much within. I have loved, and lost, even died many times. I know many of you have done these things too. This place we are in isn’t always a dream, especially not when every heart and mind is ripping at its seams. Some believe heaven and hell are separate locations, but I know even angels dance in the most unholiness of places. In death I discovered life, for death is not an end, but a different way to transcend. I feel every invisible tear. I try to translate every sweet moment you hold on too as they flow into my ears. I know the unexplainable horror and fear, when all clocks stop, when mourning for seconds feel like years. I open the gates that lead the unknown, if that’s you, i will not let you go alone.
With Cursed blessings, Veda Faye