12/21/2025
As I reflect on 2025, no year has compared.
I’ve had this on my heart to share, but hesitated because I know so many reading this have had tough years. And I really didn’t want to give off the annoyingly excited freshly saved vibes and be *that* lady who can’t stop talking about Jesus.
But truly this statement from Psalms 84 could not be more true for me: “For a day in your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere.”
If I tried to share my 2025 list of doors that have opened, spontaneous healings, miracles, and prophetic unfoldings….it would be far longer than the 2200 max character count of an Insta caption. And as it goes with an intimate relationship with the Father, most things are not to be shared outside of the space between us anyway.
Many stories will be shared eventually, as the time is right. But this is the moment it became real in my body.
On Christmas Eve last year, I stepped into Riverbend Church and felt an atmospheric electricity (I didn’t know then was the Holy Spirit). I described it to someone as “the air was lit up, sparkling and alive, pouring down from the ceiling” after having just met Jesus (by far the deepest spiritual encounter of my life) over Thanksgiving.
I’ve been so blessed with the most intelligent, anointed mentors on this journey of being wholly renewed. A new mind, a new heart, new dna, and more healing in 1 year than in all 25 years of seeking every spiritual nook and cranny on earth, looking everywhere but to the true God.
Tbh I *really* didn’t want to share this. Christians aren’t well liked right now. And it’s become clear that life-with-Christ is wildly misunderstood by “spiritual” people (as I used to be) who don’t yet know Him. I know I’ll be misunderstood by many. But I was guided to place this here.
Nothing I have ever done can compare to saying yes to an ever deepening, alive, intimate relationship with God into eternity.
Once you know His love, you go through a threshold and you cannot turn back, nor would you ever want to.
What God’s done for me and through me in 2025 brings me to my knees (literally) with gratitude swelling up so big I always end up soaking my shirt with sobbing tears every Sunday.🕊️