08/18/2025
Itâs just a couple weeks from my 44th birthday and I wanted to honor that by writing a letter to my younger self. Aging isnât linear because we donât just get older, we evolve. So here it goes.
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Youâre not going to know it, but by your mid 40âs youâre going to be fitter and more fabulous than ever before. But more importantly, youâre going to be more authentically and unapologetically yourself. Youâre no longer going to be afraid of what other people think of you â to have opinions and feel secure that while youâre not going to be everyoneâs cup of tea, youâll eventually find your people and they will love you for all your quirkiness, your brashness, your love of saying the wrong things at the wrong time, the fact that youâre just as proud of your NYT crossword PR as your marathon PR and that youâre always the last to leave the party or a bar at last call. They will embrace your loud voice and your pizza earrings and call you strong in your weakest moments. And more importantly, youâll love those parts of yourself too.
Your relationship with running and fitness will be healthy. Your body might change shapes a bit but it will be a good shape in the end. Youâre still going to get carded (once in a blue moon) and youâre still going to feel young at heart.
Youâll lose friends, sure. But youâll make key adult friendships that will grow with you. Youâll have a complex relationship with your family (as always) but it will get so much better with time.
Youâll have your own business. Be your own boss. Can you even imagine?! And youâll get to do something you absolutely love and do it every day.
Youâll be married to an amazing man who is patient and loving and all the things you hoped for and wrote down in your little journal when you were in middle school.
Youâre going to live near the mountains but travel frequently to places and people you canât stay away from.
Youâre not going to have it all figured out yet. And youâre going to make a lot of mistakes and do a lot of dumb stuff trying. But thatâs ok too. The good stuff is still around the corner. Just hang in there and know the universe has your back.
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