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05/09/2026
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Onnie Lee Logan delivered nearly every Black baby born in Mobile, Alabama for forty years and never lost one mother. In March 1984 the state mailed her a letter telling her she was finished.

She was 73 years old, and her midwife bag was still packed by her front door. Black mothers are still paying for that letter.

The bag stayed by the door.

It sat on the floor of Onnie Lee Logan's house in Prichard, Alabama, packed and waiting, the way it had been waiting for forty years. Inside were clean linens folded the way her mother had taught her, scissors wrapped in cloth, a small bottle of olive oil, herbs for the labor and herbs for the bleeding after.

The bag was always packed because babies do not call ahead. They come at three in the morning, in the rain, on the night the road floods, on the day a woman has nowhere else to turn.

A midwife who had to pack a bag when the call came was a midwife who arrived too late. That is why every Black midwife in the rural South kept hers by the door.

Margaret Charles Smith of Eutaw, Alabama, who delivered nearly three thousand babies in Greene County over a thirty-two-year career, titled the story of her life around that bag. It held the readiness, and it held the centuries of knowledge that lived in a woman's hands.

That knowledge did not begin in Alabama. It began on the other side of the Atlantic, in West African villages where birth attendants held standing in their communities and trained in matrilineal lines that reached back centuries.

When the ships came, the women who survived the Middle Passage carried their training in the only place it could not be searched. They carried it in the muscle memory of their hands, in the songs they would later hum over a laboring body, in the names of plants whose American cousins they would learn to find by touch and smell.

On the plantations of the South, those women became the only birth attendants the enslaved had. Doctors did not come for enslaved women in labor, because the slaveholder's ledger counted a Black mother as an investment, not a patient.

So Black women caught babies in cabins lit by a single candle, with no instruments and no help. They saved lives over and over, drawing on what their mothers had taught them in the quarters and what their grandmothers had taught those mothers a continent away.

Then the white families on those same plantations started sending for them too. White mothers in the rural South called for the granny midwife at the most vulnerable moment of their lives, because she was the only person within riding distance who knew what to do.

A society built on the lie that Black women were incapable of expertise turned to Black women in its hour of fear and asked them to keep its babies alive. The grannies did not refuse.

Margaret Charles Smith caught her first baby when she was five years old. She had been told to sit with a laboring cousin while the cousin's husband rode for the midwife, and the baby came before the husband returned.

Margaret reached down and caught the child the way her grandmother had taught her, the way that grandmother's grandmother had taught hers on a Greene County farm where the elder Margaret Charles had once been enslaved. That was 1911.

By the time Margaret got her own state midwife permit in 1949, she had already attended hundreds of births. Onnie Lee Logan came up the same way, born in 1910 in Marengo County, Alabama, the fourteenth of sixteen children.

She had two grandmothers who were midwives, a midwife mother, and a brother-in-law who was a midwife too. By the time she was in her early twenties, she was already at her mother's elbow at every birth she could get to.

Logan got her state license in 1949, but she had been apprenticing under her mother for nearly two decades by then. Between 1931 and 1984, she delivered almost every child born in the Black neighborhoods of Mobile.

There is a story she told later about a birth before her license came through. Her supervising midwife had given up on a newborn who would not breathe and turned to deliver the second twin, and Logan, who had never been taught mouth-to-mouth in any classroom, knelt down and breathed into that child for forty-five minutes until he came back.

She would later say only that wisdom comes from on high and you cannot explain how you got it. She called it motherwit.

Logan worked her whole career as a maid in a wealthy Mobile family's home for income, because most of the mothers she delivered babies for could not pay her. She still showed up, still stayed all night, still came back the next week to check on the mother and the milk.

That is what was in the bag. Not just the linens and the oil and the herbs, but the willingness to keep a household standing for as long as it took.

Then the state came for the bag.

In 1921, Congress passed the Sheppard-Towner Act, the first federal maternity funding bill in American history, and on its surface it was a public health victory. In practice, in the Southern states, it was the beginning of the end of an institution.

The funding flowed to state boards of health, which used it to require birth reporting and to license midwives under rules written by physicians who had never sat through a labor in a sharecropper's cabin. South Carolina, in particular, used the new reporting requirements to identify granny midwives the state had not previously known about, so it could push them out.

The licensing exams were written in English, in legal language. Many of the women who had been catching babies for fifty years had been forbidden by law to learn to read in the country that was now demanding they pass a written test.

The classes were held in cities the women could not get to. The fees were charged in dollars they did not have.

The rules never said a Black woman could not practice. They did not have to.

By 1950, more than eight in ten American births had moved into hospitals, and midwife-attended births had fallen below ten percent. In rural Black communities across the South, where hospitals were segregated, distant, or simply absent, the women who had stood in for the medical system for two centuries were being pushed out faster than anything could replace them.

Alabama held on the longest, mostly because the alternative was nothing. In 1976 the state legislature outlawed lay midwifery, and roughly one hundred and fifty Black Alabama women lost their permits over the next five years.

Margaret Charles Smith attended her last birth in 1981, after a career that began with that cousin in 1911. Onnie Lee Logan was allowed to continue a few years longer because no one else would do the work.

Then the letter came. It arrived in March 1984, on Mobile County Board of Health letterhead.

It thanked her for thirty-eight years of faithful service. It informed her that her permit would not be renewed, that her services were no longer required, and wished her a healthy retirement.

She was seventy-three years old. She had a bag by her door, and she had not lost a mother in forty years.

"Nothing in my life has ever made me feel so little," she would say later in the autobiography she dictated to the writer Katherine Clark. The phone stopped ringing.

What replaced the granny midwives, in the rural Black communities they had served, was not better care. It was no care.

The hospitals that were supposed to take over were not in those communities. The doctors that were supposed to fill in did not come.

The women who had walked through fields at three in the morning, who had carried their bags on the back of a mule across a flooded creek, sat at home now while the families they had attended for generations drove an hour to a county hospital that did not know their name.

The bill came due in the place a bill like that always comes due. It came due in the bodies of Black mothers.

In 2023, the most recent year for which the CDC has full data, the maternal mortality rate for Black women in America stood at 50.3 deaths per 100,000 live births. The rate for white women was 14.5.

Black women were three and a half times more likely to die around the time of childbirth in the wealthiest country on earth. Researchers will tell you the reasons are tangled: implicit bias, unequal access, the weathering of a body that has been carrying racism for a lifetime before it ever carries a child.

All of that is true. And one of those tangled threads runs straight back to that envelope on Onnie Lee Logan's porch, and to a state law passed eight years before it arrived, and to a federal funding mechanism set up sixty-three years before that.

Eight in ten of those Black maternal deaths today are considered preventable. The grannies were the prevention.

Their knowledge did not vanish. Pieces of it were absorbed into certified-nurse-midwife training programs, into the patient-centered care movement, into the postpartum doula practice that wealthy white women now pay for.

The foundation of modern American midwifery is Black, and almost no one says so out loud. The bag, though, was never a metaphor.

It was a real bag with real linens packed in real cloth and real oil in a real bottle. Onnie Lee Logan's bag, and Margaret Charles Smith's bag, and the bags of one hundred and fifty other Alabama women were set down for the last time because their states decided that a Black woman with motherwit and forty years of practice was less qualified to receive a baby than a piece of paper they could revoke at any time.

A new generation is picking those bags back up. Black midwives, doulas, and birth workers across the South are training in the old ways and the new ways together, returning to the communities the system left behind, sitting with women through the night the way Onnie Lee did.

They will tell you they are not nostalgic. They will tell you the rate is 50.3 per 100,000, and they are tired of waiting.

Somewhere in Eutaw, Alabama, a granddaughter remembers a porch and a packed bag and an old woman who said, of fifty years of saving lives, that you could count on midwives, and that they took care of everybody, no matter what. Somewhere in Prichard, a baby Onnie Lee Logan caught is now an old man, and his grandchildren are alive because a Black woman who could not always read sat up all night with their great-grandmother in 1953 and would not leave until the household was settled.

Those women are why we are here. The bag is still by the door.

Somebody is going to have to pick it up again.

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05/06/2026
Thoughts on a rainy Wednesday….Perimenopause is the pregnancy of the self.Something is reorganizing during this threshol...
05/06/2026

Thoughts on a rainy Wednesday….

Perimenopause is the pregnancy of the self.

Something is reorganizing during this threshold. Something is integrating. A lifetime of womanhood, experience - grief, love, work, care, longing, creativity, sacrifice, and becoming is being gathered together and brought to fruition.

And menopause itself is the giving birth of that integrated self.

Our culture talks about perimenopause and menopause almost entirely through the language of decline: loss, invisibility, dysfunction, hormones gone wrong, the body failing.

I reject that framework COMPLETELY.

Women’s bodies are not mistakes, and developmental change is not evidence of defect. Women’s bodies are not accidents waiting to happen. Women’s bodies are not sick. Women’s bodies are powerful. Our body is are always communicating something to us about what it is to be a whole vibrant woman through its cycles, needs, and changes throughout life.

Pregnancy changes the brain and body because motherhood requires a different way of being in the world. Perimenopause changes the brain and body because this threshold also requires a different way of being in the world. The discomfort and the signals in the signs of it all. The changes in our nutritional and physical and social and relational needs are in fact teaching us how to become with the next chapter is going to require. That’s true in pregnancy. That’s true and adolescence and early adulthood. I am now certain that it is true about perimenopause and menopause as well.

The body becomes less tolerant of depletion.
Less tolerant of self-erasure.
Less tolerant of performative living.
Less tolerant of chronic overextension.

This is actually played out in the body. In brain changes in the kinds of nutrition and movement and care our bodies actually need to thrive in this time.

It is an initiation.

Through this initiation, women can become more discerning. More rooted. More honest. More internally coherent. More fully themselves.

This is not the death of womanhood.

This is initiation into another season of it.

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01/29/2026

✨ Midwife Monday ✨- an interview with home birth mama Jenna Knight

We talk about hospital vs home birth, fear and anxiety, transformation, choosing your birth team, and more!
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