07/29/2020
{Tuesday, July 28, 2020}
My shirt may state one thing, but brave is not something I would consider myself...
I am starting to get a little more comfortable posting pictures and putting myself out there. It has taken me nearly a year to even get this far. I have alway struggled with self confidence, self esteem and pictures of myself was never something I liked to share.
This lack of confidence in myself goes back to my early childhood. I was always seen as different and as long as I can remember, my dream was to be normal. Whatever that image is as a child. I knew I just wanted to look different than I did. Growing up I was made fun of a lot. I wouldn't say I was bullied but those memories stick with you and never go away.
Even as a woman, in her 40's who is still concerned about her self image. I have always cared way too much about what people thought of me. I was a people pleaser for many years. Just recently, I have changed the way I see myself. I'm not that scared little girl any longer, thanks to my therapist. I have really been digging deep and trying to over come so many obstacles in my life. One of the things that has helped me thus far is having Beachbody.
Being a Beachbody Coach has taught me so much. I am starting to grow mentally, physically and emotionally. I look at myself in a different way. I am starting to feel comfortable in my own skin, but I have so far to go.
Thank you for joining me along the way. I hope you are enjoying this ride as much as I am! Take Care of Yourself...
~Corrin