09/15/2024
So here's the thing.... I suck at self promotion and thankfully I have not had to do too much of it... I have never chosen jobs/ career that required me to pitch myself. I can talk about things I am interested in and have faith in...that begs the question...am I interested in myself? Not sure how to answer that one. Do I have faith in myself? Well yes I do, so why is it so hard, actually painful. I have avoided the newsletter circulation about my work, as honestly I never read anyone else's newsletter and frankly I find them annoying filling my 'inbox' and somewhat presumptuous of my time... a little harsh I know. I don't want to impose that on others.
I think my childhood in the north of England squelched any comfort of self acknowledgement let alone self promotion...it was not a culturally acceptable thing, then I came to the US and encountered many situations in which I may have done better (?) IF I was more skilled and or versed in selling myself. I never got wired or programmed that way. I try here and there to speak about my work just a little (because I DO believe in the power of Ayurveda and Yoga, actually not just believe but KNOW), but honestly that is more a credit to that which I have learned about, the lineages, the time tested art and science of these realms AND my teachers. None of it is mine. I just happen to have been in the right place at the right time to get the transmissions (concerning new agey word but seems appropriate here). I LOVE my work and for many years now, word of mouth has brought me plenty clients and work. This is both humbling and fortunate.
I have at times shared my upcoming cleanses and/or a 'special' on social media, as I highly encourage people to fully experience how they 'might' feel and of course I want to honor the work I do and share it where I comfortably can. I am also a person of political, moral, social and environmental conviction who is happy to share those kind of thoughts...they are just one of many opinions and we all know the analogy for that one (like as****es and everyone has one) and honestly when I have felt pi**ed off (kind of a lot in the last years as our world order seems to be devolving) I have wanted to chime in for the love of and aspirations for a better world , a free world of a compassionate nature.
However, the algorithms do not like free speech and for the last few years, my posts do not distribute well...ahhh well ok...maybe better to just not bother and retreat from social media more...a good thing...but now get this...
I AM running a business and unless you are up in the faces of those distracted minds out there, you get forgotten about.... you are not playing the game...sigh.... times are feeling uncertain, pocketbooks have gotten a tighter hold on them and it has revealed itself that I must 'put myself out there'.. sigh!
so now for the rather disappointing culmination of this rant (!)
I am just a rather lowly business woman/practitioner based in Ben Lomond who happens to love people in all their messy humanity. I have studied for many years in different eastern philosophies, medicines, practices but mostly my clients have taught me how to sit with them, hold space for them, listen to them and explore what is best needed to soothe their nervous systems so that they may feel seen, heard and validated in their often confusing human experiences. It is an honor and a privilege each time! I love each of my clients...no kidding....
Anyway here it is, my website AND a reminder that the Winter is coming and it is cleanse time (starts September 30th) and cleansing is THE best way to set yourself up for a healthy winter season. Thanks for taking the time and I hope I get to keep serving the community I love for many years to come AND keep learning from y'all.
NAMA certified ayurvedic practitioner in Santa Cruz CA. Offering diet and lifestyle consultations, ayurvedic treatments, bodywork, massage, herbal formulas, cleanses and Pancha Karma. Rural mountain studio setting for abhyangha, shirodhara, swedana, basti, yoga, pranayama and meditation.