04/01/2026
It’s been 7 years since we said hello and good bye in the same breath to our little boy. It feels like a lifetime and only a moment have passed since that early morning when we met him in a stark emergency room.
On Saturday, I attended a retreat put on by . It was a day filled with lots of tears, but also laughter and community. One where everyone gets the heaviness that can come with losing a child. We listened, cried, and crafted while saying our babies names and sharing their stories. When I got home, we released 2 butterflies in our greenhouse to see them flutter around for a moment before letting them out into the world.
So tonight, as we always do on your angelversary, I planted something as a reminder to . However, it was not for Noah’s garden. Instead it was spent with people whom I would have never met had it not been for planting a small plot in 2020 at our community garden to honor his memory.
As I wrote in a letter to Noah this weekend, I so desperately miss you and I am so incredibly grateful for you. ❤️