09/05/2025
Three weeks post-Ironman and still trying to find my stride, so just filling my time with the things that bring me joy 🐕🐶🍩🚴🏼♀️⛰️👯♀️🥾
All summer I struggled to find my groove and I felt stressed and pressured to get to the starting line of a race, to have something to show for the season. Kalmar was very last minute. With only 4 “good” weeks of training leading into the race, I figured I’d take the risk and see if I could put something together, showing up to the starting line barely in one piece. I don’t regret the experience but I’m also not sure it was worth all the stress and the money.
I’m not sure where this leaves me for the rest of the season. I’m taking a bit of a break from structured training but still training on my own accord. Trying to find the joy and excitement in pursuing this sport that I once had. I know it’s still there. I think I just need time.