11/28/2023
🌱NOTES FROM THE GEMINI FULL MOON🌱
We are in process,
always changing, evolving, re-birthing.
We are not stagnant, we are not meant to be concrete.
We are not finished - not tidy, in a box, with a bow on it.
The process is a spiral, an evolving question, a mysterious collaboration with the unknown.
I honor this spiral path by staying connected
to my body and the truth that lives there.
If I am sad, I let myself feel sad.
If I am anxious, I let myself feel anxious.
If I am angry, I allow myself to rage.
I allow this energy to Move
and to it, I offer love and acceptance.
If I stray away from what feels like integrity, I practice forgiveness.
And the more I love all these things
The less I get flung around
Like a little ship at sea.
I listen for the truth that lives in my body
and I practice compassion for myself and all beings.
I remember that this story , that we arrive at a place, complete, finished, done - is just a story and is not my truth. I allow myself to be in all my forms of becoming and unbecoming. I allow myself to be with Yours.
The best I can do is soften into each moment
and give myself grace.
To let no part of myself
be a stranger.
Not my rage, not my grief, not my lonely.
And especially not my Joy!
And some days I am tired of Process.
I am tired of the spiral path.
I want that linear production line of self.
Something concrete.
Something easy.
Something finished.
And that, too, belongs.
I lean into my spirit guides, my well ancestors.
Lean into the earth and the cosmos.
Lean into my Beloveds.
Lean into song.
I lean into this form that holds me,
this body that is a magic portal of transmutation.
I lean into curiosity.
& trust my own process
Learn to trust other peoples processes.
I learn to trust this Earth.
On days when I feel overwhelmed
The best I can do
Is return to simple prayer.
A breath.
A hand on heart.
Time and space
to feel
What is here
And to love it all.
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