02/12/2023
As I pace up and down and gather the courage to share , my eyes moisten up and I experience a rush of emotions. Fear, anxiety, loneliness, uncertainty, loss , sadness seemed to grip my inside not knowing what it felt to just be and not worry about the future. Things began to change around me and more so within me right after my first online module in mid 2019.
In 2019 September, I boarded a flight to from to get initiated into Shambhavi Mahamudra. The changes from past 2.5-3 years have set a tone for my life overall - me, my family, my relationships, my work, my money and most importantly my understanding of life and life situations.
Before the program, I feared judgement and rejection because I left US and an unfulfilling marriage . None the less, my left behind my family and friends and everything that the land offered .
I clearly remember the day of my initiation, when a deep sense of joy, freedom and an inspiration guided me to keep walking - a gentle hand by my side assuring me that it’s right over my shoulders. In my entire life till then nothing had touched me so deeply . At that moment, I knew that nothing will remain the same with me.
And it has not! The anger, resentment, has evolved into compassion and diligence. I have become happier and carefree around my daughters.
Before the program my energy levels would vary and fluctuate and same would be with my emotional balance. With consistent practice of Shambhavi, my energy levels stays high throughout the day and my emotional state is of calm ( mostly) and stability.
Mentally, I have more clarity and my efficiency has improved. And I am much more alert
Above all the deeper dimensions of life and its subtleties has made life situations more acceptable. There is an enthusiasm to lead life with dignity and an attitude to see every experience an opportunity for growth and transformation. May this be an inspiration to all who read it.
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