06/05/2018
I'd like to thank God for 9 years of sobriety today.
I still have to pinch myself thinking of where I was and where I am today. I guess all I can think of today is what the twelfth promise says, "We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves."
Reward: The freedom of a happy life instead of the bo***ge of an alcoholic obsession.
When we fulfill the Twelfth Promise, we realize that we can’t control everything in our lives. But instead of lamenting this fact, we celebrate it. Our lack of control means freedom and relief. After years of drinking, it’s been quite some time since we experienced freedom in any way, shape or form. On top of that, we also realize that things have been quite good for us since sacrificing control. No matter how we define our Higher Power, we can generally agree that it’s done a much better job of managing our world than we ever did.