11/19/2019
Today was a hard one. Most of the time, when we hear a 'no' from an expectant parent (meaning they've chosen another hopeful adoptive family), we are completely at peace with this response. Today, however, the 'no' hurt. We are still in the nebulous world of re-doing our home study, and can only present on cases where legal counsel feels confident allowing us to do so. Until our home study is redone in full, we can only look at in-state adoptions - which is fine with us. This morning we were told we were one of the top choices for an expectant Mama, only to be told a few hours later that she chose another family. While we praise God for this Mama and her courage, and completely trust her decision was the right one for her baby, it means we went from putting together tentative travel plans and thinking about holding a baby this week back to waiting in the unknown. I think there's a part of my heart that aches to hold a child again. I know no child will truly fill this ache the way Christ will. But today, the ache is deeper, larger, more pronounced. David is wonderful and constantly reassuring that we will be united with the baby God has for us at the exact right time. We are still disappointed that time isn't now.
Had we been matched, we would have been just $5,000 short of being fully funded 🙂 That, in and of itself, is truly a miracle! If you would like to help us close this gap, you can do so by donating directly to our Venmo account, registering to run our virtual one mile fun run or 5K on Thanksgiving Day, or shopping in our Etsy or Bonfire stores. You can access all of our fundraising links here: linktr.ee/daveandbritt.
As always, thank you, thank you for all of your ongoing love and support as we build our forever family.