14/11/2023
So God put a word on my heart last night that was very personal but also to all of those who have felt like black sheep, rejected by their own blood/in laws/friends/etc., who have been shunned from those who were supposed to accept the ugly & pretty parts of you, etc.
You may have been told that you were worthless, you only have half truths, no one could ever love you, you’re a lost cause, you’re too damaged, no one cares about you, you’re too much to deal with, the hateful things could go on & on.
You may have been given up on, disowned, humiliated, forgotten about, cast out, rejected, ridiculed, mocked, abused mentally/physically/spiritually by caregivers/spouses/parents/friends/etc.
You may have been abandoned, isolated, feeling hopeless/lost/unloved/worthless/etc. the list could go on but I have some good news for you all.
The world is bitter, dark, evil, lost, & just mean. We all could play our own parts in what I’ve explained above, but there’s a way out from those character traits instead of continuing to divide people & instead bringing families/friends back together which is what Christ intends for us to do as one body of the church.
Jesus says we’re fearfully & wonderfully made & that He knew us before He formed us in our mothers wombs. He knew every detail about us before we even were thought of by our parents & even then thought we were to die for. (Psalm 139:13-14)
Jesus says we are children of God, heirs of God. He says that we are no longer orphans. (1 John 3:2; Romans 8:16-17; John 14:18; 1 Corinthians 6:19)
✨God crowned you & I with glory & honor as the pinnacle & final act of the six days of creation. ✨
We may say or think we are unloveable, but God says we ARE forever loved. We may think we have been abandoned, but God says we ARE adopted. We may feel we have been rejected, but we ARE forever His. We may feel as tho we are alone, but He is ALWAYS with us; through the good & the bad. We may say we are purposeless, but God says we ARE all created with a purpose. We may think we have failed, but God says we ARE victorious in & with Christ. We may feel as tho we are lost, but God says He gives US direction. We may feel afraid, but God says we ARE powerful, loved, & have a sound mind. We may feel worthless, but God says Jesus died because we ARE worth it.
I have been told some hateful things since I was just a little child up through today even, but what gives me hope & peace is knowing that my truth lies in Christ. No man/woman could ever make me feel like I don’t deserve the love I so freely receive from God; but I have been at the bottom of the pit where I felt so hopeless because I was constantly told how worthless & unloveable I was. I have known God all my life but not to the extent I do now since He was literally all I had outside of having my daughter these last two years. It’s so beautiful to know that even tho I wasn’t super close to God that He left the 99 to find me, the one, who was lost & hurt. He picked me up, dusted me off, & has walked me through green pastures showing me His love & showing me how He sees me & through this walk I have been able to start healing my inner child who has been begging to be heard, seen, understood, cared for, etc. so my hope for those who have read this far is that you surrender to Christ to feel His overwhelming love, grace, forgiveness, & compassion to help set you free & to be able to feel the healing that He is wanting to give you.
You don’t have to listen to or tolerate the lies & the enemy’s scheme of making you feel alone; you can be whole again through Christ & I promise you it’s the best feeling that no money could ever buy ❤️