12/05/2025
Life update:
I’m sure you are all aware from my vague postings, that I am going thru a separation. A separation from someone who I loved with my entire being. Still do. But, wasn’t in return. Right now is a time for cleansing, healing, rebuilding. I have to focus on rebuilding the parts of me that have been broken. The outpour of words from everyone has helped so much. Each day that passes I am grieving heavily. Grieving from a life that I dreamed of, that never actually existed. Yesterday I was happy. Today I am so so angry. I know sadness is on the horizon. But, I’ve been sad for so long, maybe it won’t come. Right now I have to focus on the things I do have. And that’s all of YOU, my community, my kiddies and my businesses. Of which, camper needs winterized TODAY, before I screw this up 🤣🤣🤣 Gonna learn all these “man” things on my own, so the next man that comes into my life is by CHOICE only, and this won’t be happening anytime soon.. I have lots of childhood s**t I gotta work on still so I stop attracting toxicity into my life.
•
Not that I need to announce it, but this is definitely affecting every aspect of my life and my business. I am going to have to do a lot of soul searching to get out from this hole I was starting to get buried in. I want you to know I am here. I am healing. We will persevere. I am sure a lot of people who aren’t close to me are probably so confused. But, you can make anything look good thru a phone lens. It’s been hard for a long time. You want to convince yourself and everyone else that everything IS ok. I have to stop lying to myself and start choosing myself. Life lessons that I can pass down to my kiddos.
•
I appreciate you all. I have some stuff in store for you. I am restocking stores today with my babies. Picking up my other babies. Going to go HOME to peace and start rebuilding. My to do list is so long. Going to start piecing back together my life and reminding myself of my worth and really actually promising myself and my kids to never allow this to happen again. I have 4 beautiful babies and that is my focus. God gave these 2 to me after my divorce to keep me focused on business and babies. That’s all I got time for.