02/15/2025
Living proof. 9 years ago I set out on a mission because of a idea/vision/moment I had experienced at around age 9. It kind of haunted me if I am to be completely honest. Sounds silly huh? Not to me.
Suddenly, as I sat alongside a bridge on October 2, 2015, something profound began happening to me. Then I became obsessed with that haunting that seemed to be destined for me. Sounds crazy huh? Whatever, I did it anyway. If I hadn’t I would have probably lost my sanity. I was determined to set myself free. I saw in my minds eye an open book…waiting to be written by me. What the heck would it say…I mean, I was pretty ordinary at the time. Maybe? Definitely. But then something changed inside of me.
At the time I had known nothing about what it would contain inside, but I felt determined to figure it out. I had to. A weight now felt on my shoulders and took ahold of my heart. Sound dramatic? Not to me, that was my reality. With no idea of what would soon be in store, I did know that at that moment there would be no turning back. I had to take a leap…one year later, everything was packed into my car as I drove to the other coast, alone, with nothing other than a faith that everything would all work out as long as I believed. Then the royal s**t show began and I was like Alice falling down a very deep and dark hole. For 9 years now I have been searching for the answers.
I wrote Enjoy the Breeze, Yogi. in about one month’s time this January. It was not the book that I have been working on since the day I sat by the bridge. However, it became clear to me that this is the one that I knew all along that needed to be shared for the world to hear. So many pieces came together for me that it became difficult to deny that a journey that once started would soon be coming to full circle. Today I have been a sea of tears as I reflect on how important it is to follow those gut feelings, believe in yourself when no one else does and just keep going for it even when s**t hits the fan and you are falling the *uck apart. I hope you enjoy.
If you would like to continue to support me along this life’s journey, I would love for you to enjoy the magic within these pages. These words are meant for you :D