01/15/2026
Today I reached for stillness when my mind was looping on a single question: “Wtf is going on?“
The answer that I was given: Alchemy.
America is undergoing an alchemical transformation - a forced integration of irreconcilable opposites. Alchemy requires friction to create something new. The outcome depends on what guides the transformation. To be honest, it’s as if the nation is living in one big crucible. Alchemy looks like chaos from within it.
I’m absorbing fear from this collective defensive energy, amplified by millions of people simultaneously in warrior / fear mode. In the face of opposition, people battle to maintain position. I feel this - keeping informed yet besieged but trying to hold ground, living in a near constant state of defense in my head. My mind thinks it must fight to survive.
What I received today is that Spirit is calling us (individually and collectively) to start heart-seeking rather than raising swords, to seek common humanity over defending positions, to seek unity over division. *Fear only lives in the mind.* Our technology is amplifying and weaponizing this fear. The antidote is coming back to the body and the earth.
To release my fear, I must remember to return to a love-based vision over fear-based reaction. I can ground into steady heart-centered work, putting one foot in front of the other. The fear will release through practical action, not mental fighting.
- I can recognize that I’m living through a national transformation.
- I can accept that I can’t control the alchemy, only my response to it.
- I will not will not allow my fear to be weaponized.
- I will focus on my heart-centered work.
Interestingly I’m reminded of this daily by the monks walking for peace (.usa ). With each footstep the small group of monks take, I see such a grounded presence of peace walking through our crucible that it draws me in and opens my heart like nothing else can these days.
“We can be at peace when things happen. We can meet whatever arises—joy or sorrow, gain or loss—with a steady mind and an open heart.”
May all beings live in peace. 🙏❤️💫