05/09/2026
It is a sad day as I begin to pack up the Little Falls location. You all have made this past year in Upstate NY beautiful. I can say with sincerity that the majority of my clients have become so much more… you have become friends.
I am eternally grateful for the relationships we have formed, for the learning and growth you have all brought to me, and, in turn, I hope I have brought to you.
I am just a phone call, text, email or zoom call away. This is not the end… it’s a new beginning.
And for those who have questioned this move… opening an office, bringing hope and taking it away too soon…I know.
This decision was one of the hardest in my life. Not only because I am leaving a piece of myself behind by closing this practice location, but because I am leaving a relationship that has brought me so much over the past 5 years.
For those of you who know me, you are aware of the number of times I have moved, the jobs I have had, and the men I have “gone through.” My “flightiness.” The move to NY was one of dedication for the man I love. In hopes that we could make it through the hardships. That we could root and build a life together- for us and our daughter.
A family member condoned my decision to leave the father of my daughter and “run away again.” He told me that I destroy relationships and hurt those around me. He also said that if I had any God in my heart, I would not leave.
Some days, I wonder if he was right.
And then, I pause.
I drop in. I remember who I am. I am a child of God. Each day, I pray for the Light to shine through me. For my thoughts, words and actions to be guided by the Divine so that All may see the Light through me. I am a Lightworker.
I am loved. I AM LOVE. I love.
The truth is that I have not been running away from relationships.
I have been running towards God.
I am choosing the ultimate love in the best way that I know how.
I part with love, respect and gratitude.
I had lost my respect for my partner. I would come home from sharing bits of love and bringing light energy to feeling darkness, resentment and being a person that I do not want to be.
I am choosing love. I am choosing to align my entire life to the work of healing… myself, my daughter, and anyone else who chooses to join.
I choose presence and peace over rumination of past events.
I choose presence over shutting down and numbing with substance or technology.
I choose the hard decisions so that I can course correct to the path of peace and love.
My prayer is that I continue to choose God. To choose love, peace, and surround myself and my daughter with those who walk boldly in the light with love and of One Heart.
And, along the way, may my heart continue to soften, may my judgments continue to cease, and may I trust the Inner Knowing that IS God Within Me. 💛✨